Thursday, April 12, 2007
i wish i was simpleR!!
Mama's bday today, but she seems to have is “烦syndrome” every year on this day. Why wor? Mama always too stressed. Daddy called and asked me all about studying in Aussie. I'm so NOT SURE about everything. starting to be 烦 again. I really dunno wat I wanna study yet. Dun feel like taking education...but how to tell...but if I take others, dunno need study how long…dad said need tell him so he can count how much he can afford... ying ying... I wish I was simpler... like nobody understands. only talked to my boss about this. She asked me to specify in dealing Dyslexics. Good field and won't get crazy. Unlike always with Autistics will need to be normalized myself. And other fields I haven't surveyed yet also. I dowan to only stay at ECE wor. Phychology would be too wide a field, so I need to choose to specify in one or two. I'm still blur. I still don't know where I'm going. Feel so lost. How wor? Seems like I don't have direction. ishh, why so san-fu interested in such a course?!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Birthday moods, haha
10/4/2007 1:30am
Hoho, my 20 is expired!! Happy twenty-one giegie :)
So my birthday wasn’t that pathetic after all, haha. But having low expectations sometimes really better. Hehe. Happy happy.
Thanx to ying & mexen for your “zhao-sia” bday song. But love it.
Thanx to Bendie. Thanx to Daddy. Thanx to Mummy.
Thanx to Rong for the special angpao card. Thanx to CJ.(for fun, cannot leave out)
Thanx to boss. Thanx to Su. Thanx to kids, esp Yew Shwin & Zheng Yi & Afiq.
Thanx to all friendster friends.
Thanx to all msn friends.
Thanx to so the many sms friends. And caller friends & relatives. And weird friends. Haha. Oh ya, and thanx to DiGi for the reload bonus!
Thanx to Wang (and his friends) & YL & Eugenia for inviting.
Thanx to FengHui.
Thanx to kimkim for casting the spell.
Thanx to yehyeh & joojoo.
SuRRprises aLL the way…hohoho. Gotta sleep for reaL. Sweetdreams.
10/4/2007 11:07pm
Got a card from Edwin, and a silver rose brooch too. Wowh. And a big hug. Awww~~
And a sweet pink baby Tupperware tumbler from Alif with 3 Ferrero Roche in it.
I finally visited the gym again. Haha. And went shopping again too. Today I enjoyed time alone. Heh, really. Juz the time when all phones are put silent, and you just swing and walk on your own…enjoying your own sweet time. Until I forgot time to go home…aiyo…then see the dark dark sky and the black black ppl. Scary mien. Then no bus coming for so long!! In the afternoon after work when I went, I slept in the bus and luckily woke up right 2 stops before. I tot I miss MV liao. Wowh. Experiences in buses…loads mien!!
Hoho, my 20 is expired!! Happy twenty-one giegie :)
So my birthday wasn’t that pathetic after all, haha. But having low expectations sometimes really better. Hehe. Happy happy.
Thanx to ying & mexen for your “zhao-sia” bday song. But love it.
Thanx to Bendie. Thanx to Daddy. Thanx to Mummy.
Thanx to Rong for the special angpao card. Thanx to CJ.(for fun, cannot leave out)
Thanx to boss. Thanx to Su. Thanx to kids, esp Yew Shwin & Zheng Yi & Afiq.
Thanx to all friendster friends.
Thanx to all msn friends.
Thanx to so the many sms friends. And caller friends & relatives. And weird friends. Haha. Oh ya, and thanx to DiGi for the reload bonus!
Thanx to Wang (and his friends) & YL & Eugenia for inviting.
Thanx to FengHui.
Thanx to kimkim for casting the spell.
Thanx to yehyeh & joojoo.
SuRRprises aLL the way…hohoho. Gotta sleep for reaL. Sweetdreams.
10/4/2007 11:07pm
Got a card from Edwin, and a silver rose brooch too. Wowh. And a big hug. Awww~~
And a sweet pink baby Tupperware tumbler from Alif with 3 Ferrero Roche in it.
I finally visited the gym again. Haha. And went shopping again too. Today I enjoyed time alone. Heh, really. Juz the time when all phones are put silent, and you just swing and walk on your own…enjoying your own sweet time. Until I forgot time to go home…aiyo…then see the dark dark sky and the black black ppl. Scary mien. Then no bus coming for so long!! In the afternoon after work when I went, I slept in the bus and luckily woke up right 2 stops before. I tot I miss MV liao. Wowh. Experiences in buses…loads mien!!
Monday, April 09, 2007
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
今天在外面连吃了两餐寂寞餐。看着别人不是一整大群的，就是一对一对的，连自己都觉得自己很可怜。生活不知算充实或充忙...感觉上好像很多朋友，可是能在身边的却时常没半个。昨晚跟jenj聊，还说羡慕我很多很多东西。我有什么值得羡慕啊？这世上幸亏有电脑和电话。每天电脑就是我的最佳良伴，而电话呢，听到熟悉的信息声或电话铃声就会感觉很好，会猜是谁打来的。有时会有意外惊喜！然后就会兴奋到傻傻一阵子。哈哈。电话一整天没响的话，就会莫名的感到无聊。想象chris假如近期内忽然打过来，我会爱上他的。哈哈，做梦啦。陌生良呢，对不起。是不是在我找到适合对象前，曾经辜负几个人就要被几个人辜负啊？那就很惨咯。我要等到何年何月何日啊？干脆当老处女咯！不要不要啊！今年过年衣包包等很多都不知不觉买到粉红的，姿说我渴望爱情。我有吗？不知道。可能吧。爱过了就会总是很渴吧。可是一定要坚持找对人......我要幸福：）
Sunday, April 01, 2007
My April
What a start. Starting my April with pia-ing assignment. Blah. But got the chance to read lots interesting stuffs too. April always starts off with a day to fool, a day to pray, days to plan for daddy and mummy's birthday, then enjoy my birthday, and feeling a little bit more matured, and... let's see what's next! haha. Anyways, yeah! I'm coming to 21! I just feel that 21 would be a better year compared to 20. It sounds nicer too! Though I think this year there'd be fewer surprises than last year. And it's a Monday. Monday blues eh? Haha, I'll get my kids to entertain me at least. All will have to give me a juicy saliva kiss! Haha, but on the cheek! Heeho ^o^ My April it will be. Have a nice one!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
March's HAPPENING!
14/3/2007 11:18pm
Tonite very no mood la. And got minor flu pula. Was so high in sbux today. So hardworking and busy but fun. And got good to talk to punya leng zhai supervisor to work with gok. But why after dinner suddenly so no mood one. Thinking of so many things one. Even little little wishes I expected cannot come true. i never asked much. Everything should just be simple. Why so complicated. What should I do. homework also piling. Due liao but still so lenggang. Wat happen. The old me shud be panicking. This me like not bothered. Tmr tmr n tmr. i’m a piece of deadmeat. Is it like wat yaya said, she once lost direction dunno wat she wanted. Then she watched a series and found her way again. Me leh? I know what I want. But I dunno what I REALLY want. Mao dun. Mao dun. Mao dun. Life is like all jumbled up. But thinking back, what is life if it is a monotonous one? Should I decide my life, or let time decide my life? Should I take risks, or let risks take over me? Should I accept love, or let love bury me? Should I be the opened up me, or the closed up me? But which one am i? oh……
15/3/2007 11:59pm
妈妈第一次叫我睡迟一点？每次都骂我这么爱睡！
哎哟，恋家恋友恋情周。怎么又来了？
感情难断；爱情难求；人情难还；友情难得；真情难找；无情难受；你的情呢难忘！
16/3/2007 8:42am
一大早就有人好气，感觉蛮爽的，哈哈。自投罗网:P
老虎本来就应该跑得很快很快，不可轻易停下来给枪射中！
16/3/2007 2:57pm 4:05pm 10:09pm
Yindeh, I know you’d kill me,,,
But you know, as I was dreaming while doing my assignment, the photos-screensaver came out. Your funny face juz made me laugh and started to do my work again. Haha. Love you mien. Dunno how you can always make so many kinds of stupid silly faces!
Mien. 2 guys & 2 kids came to see the house. Seems like wanna buy the apartment. Then when they ask to see my room, once open so 准 yeh’s big monkey face pop out from my laptop and the two men were laughing. Mien.
Okies, today is a grand adventure! Before I went for class, yen called!! From aussie!! How unexpected…then went to college, the good old taxi driver bring me over to sunway FOC, so I only paid rm3. how nice. then had a quick dinner with saji, ok, that was a torture, eating so fast coz late liao. And splendidly, got 8/10 for my LAN MORAL test! Hahaha, so the unexpected. I’m orang yang bermoral after aLL!! Haha. After class ended up joining saji’s terrific Indian-chinese-english family to eat, but look more like Indian family lor. Then the mamak guy was looking and looking, and finally came up to ask if I had relations with them. Saji said they adopted me. Haha, great.
18/3/2007 12:27pm
Rong’s bday. Family at home having a dog session? Haha, since when we became a “love dogs” family? Five dogs at home now! Too bad me & ben is out of the circle to join in the fun. Thinking of my coming bday…how pathetic would my 21st bday be? Sniff sniff~~ Lotsa ppl out there’s planning for their grand 21st. daddy’s gonna step into his ‘big 5’ too!! Wow.
I woke up so tired and refused to go to class. So decided to join the afternoon session only. Mum asked and I told her I skipped morning class, but she din hear me. So 2nd time I juz so NATURALLY lied that this module has less hours to attend. Today afternoon then start class. Ishh, why lie? Haha, notty gal. but I really din purposely lie. I DID tell her :P She’d be furious if she knows I’m watching movie instead. Mien, 〈一公升眼泪〉really will make you 流一公升泪！now after crying eyes lagi tired. Haha. But it was SYOK when I sneezed out all the 鼻涕 stuck in there! Haha. Dun dare watch liao, need wait my nose recover from redness then go class. Terrible.
26/3/2007 11:21pm
今天意外地兴奋。嘻嘻嘻。
不要想太多真的比较快了：）
希望不是那种今天high了明天down！哭给你看。
27/3/2007 9:34pm
真的。没有出乎意料的down。为什么？
不想不想不想出门！
出去还要摆那张可爱的笑脸，发出那假死的笑声。
真是讨厌死了。
可是我不想让她陪我烦。
电话也暂时给它死掉，不要他找我。
讨厌他最近的撒娇，恶心！我又不是他的谁。
就是没feel还能怎样。
Tonite very no mood la. And got minor flu pula. Was so high in sbux today. So hardworking and busy but fun. And got good to talk to punya leng zhai supervisor to work with gok. But why after dinner suddenly so no mood one. Thinking of so many things one. Even little little wishes I expected cannot come true. i never asked much. Everything should just be simple. Why so complicated. What should I do. homework also piling. Due liao but still so lenggang. Wat happen. The old me shud be panicking. This me like not bothered. Tmr tmr n tmr. i’m a piece of deadmeat. Is it like wat yaya said, she once lost direction dunno wat she wanted. Then she watched a series and found her way again. Me leh? I know what I want. But I dunno what I REALLY want. Mao dun. Mao dun. Mao dun. Life is like all jumbled up. But thinking back, what is life if it is a monotonous one? Should I decide my life, or let time decide my life? Should I take risks, or let risks take over me? Should I accept love, or let love bury me? Should I be the opened up me, or the closed up me? But which one am i? oh……
15/3/2007 11:59pm
妈妈第一次叫我睡迟一点？每次都骂我这么爱睡！
哎哟，恋家恋友恋情周。怎么又来了？
感情难断；爱情难求；人情难还；友情难得；真情难找；无情难受；你的情呢难忘！
16/3/2007 8:42am
一大早就有人好气，感觉蛮爽的，哈哈。自投罗网:P
老虎本来就应该跑得很快很快，不可轻易停下来给枪射中！
16/3/2007 2:57pm 4:05pm 10:09pm
Yindeh, I know you’d kill me,,,
But you know, as I was dreaming while doing my assignment, the photos-screensaver came out. Your funny face juz made me laugh and started to do my work again. Haha. Love you mien. Dunno how you can always make so many kinds of stupid silly faces!
Mien. 2 guys & 2 kids came to see the house. Seems like wanna buy the apartment. Then when they ask to see my room, once open so 准 yeh’s big monkey face pop out from my laptop and the two men were laughing. Mien.
Okies, today is a grand adventure! Before I went for class, yen called!! From aussie!! How unexpected…then went to college, the good old taxi driver bring me over to sunway FOC, so I only paid rm3. how nice. then had a quick dinner with saji, ok, that was a torture, eating so fast coz late liao. And splendidly, got 8/10 for my LAN MORAL test! Hahaha, so the unexpected. I’m orang yang bermoral after aLL!! Haha. After class ended up joining saji’s terrific Indian-chinese-english family to eat, but look more like Indian family lor. Then the mamak guy was looking and looking, and finally came up to ask if I had relations with them. Saji said they adopted me. Haha, great.
18/3/2007 12:27pm
Rong’s bday. Family at home having a dog session? Haha, since when we became a “love dogs” family? Five dogs at home now! Too bad me & ben is out of the circle to join in the fun. Thinking of my coming bday…how pathetic would my 21st bday be? Sniff sniff~~ Lotsa ppl out there’s planning for their grand 21st. daddy’s gonna step into his ‘big 5’ too!! Wow.
I woke up so tired and refused to go to class. So decided to join the afternoon session only. Mum asked and I told her I skipped morning class, but she din hear me. So 2nd time I juz so NATURALLY lied that this module has less hours to attend. Today afternoon then start class. Ishh, why lie? Haha, notty gal. but I really din purposely lie. I DID tell her :P She’d be furious if she knows I’m watching movie instead. Mien, 〈一公升眼泪〉really will make you 流一公升泪！now after crying eyes lagi tired. Haha. But it was SYOK when I sneezed out all the 鼻涕 stuck in there! Haha. Dun dare watch liao, need wait my nose recover from redness then go class. Terrible.
26/3/2007 11:21pm
今天意外地兴奋。嘻嘻嘻。
不要想太多真的比较快了：）
希望不是那种今天high了明天down！哭给你看。
27/3/2007 9:34pm
真的。没有出乎意料的down。为什么？
不想不想不想出门！
出去还要摆那张可爱的笑脸，发出那假死的笑声。
真是讨厌死了。
可是我不想让她陪我烦。
电话也暂时给它死掉，不要他找我。
讨厌他最近的撒娇，恶心！我又不是他的谁。
就是没feel还能怎样。
Thursday, March 01, 2007
脑的部落克
心口闷闷的
鼻子酸酸的
告诉眼睛想哭就哭
不要强忍
可是理智骂我为什么要眼睛哭
心又不会痛
眼泪不想听理智的话
可是眼睛却听它的话
拼命把眼泪眨回去
心告诉眼泪：“我很坚强，我会好好的。”
眼泪回答：
“你听过雨过天晴吗？
雨，会带走地面的灰尘，让空气更清新。
我只想把你表面上那像灰尘的‘痛’带走。
虽然我不一定能把所有的‘痛’都带走，
但至少你会感觉到自己轻了很多，很多......
这样你也会更坚强。”
心说：
“你说得对，但就是这些‘痛’才能让我知道自己会有多坚强。”
眼泪拿心没办法
只好什么都不做
其实，心知道眼泪是怎样都洗不掉这些‘痛’的
因为心的表面在之前所受的种种伤害而破了好多的洞
这些‘痛’早已掉进这些洞，
在这5年里和‘快乐’一起慢慢的添满整颗心
满到没地方添了所以才铺满心的表面
就算眼泪能洗掉这些‘痛’，它也不想让眼泪这么做
因为它不想连‘快乐’也被洗掉
它知道只有‘爱’和‘时间’才能把这些‘痛’化成‘回忆’
所以......
它要开始寻找‘爱’和 ‘时间’......
鼻子酸酸的
告诉眼睛想哭就哭
不要强忍
可是理智骂我为什么要眼睛哭
心又不会痛
眼泪不想听理智的话
可是眼睛却听它的话
拼命把眼泪眨回去
心告诉眼泪：“我很坚强，我会好好的。”
眼泪回答：
“你听过雨过天晴吗？
雨，会带走地面的灰尘，让空气更清新。
我只想把你表面上那像灰尘的‘痛’带走。
虽然我不一定能把所有的‘痛’都带走，
但至少你会感觉到自己轻了很多，很多......
这样你也会更坚强。”
心说：
“你说得对，但就是这些‘痛’才能让我知道自己会有多坚强。”
眼泪拿心没办法
只好什么都不做
其实，心知道眼泪是怎样都洗不掉这些‘痛’的
因为心的表面在之前所受的种种伤害而破了好多的洞
这些‘痛’早已掉进这些洞，
在这5年里和‘快乐’一起慢慢的添满整颗心
满到没地方添了所以才铺满心的表面
就算眼泪能洗掉这些‘痛’，它也不想让眼泪这么做
因为它不想连‘快乐’也被洗掉
它知道只有‘爱’和‘时间’才能把这些‘痛’化成‘回忆’
所以......
它要开始寻找‘爱’和 ‘时间’......
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
I always so spontaneously push my way into the circle but sometimes i am met by turned backs.
Disappointed as i can be, desperate as i can be, but i just like things the way they were (or should be).
I cannot bear being one of those easily forgotten people, so important at the time, so special, so influential, and so treasured, yet years later just a vague face and a distant memory...
Disappointed as i can be, desperate as i can be, but i just like things the way they were (or should be).
I cannot bear being one of those easily forgotten people, so important at the time, so special, so influential, and so treasured, yet years later just a vague face and a distant memory...
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Today i went Kenyalang alone, wanting to look for photo albums of 'my series'. really hard to find la. it wasn't in totally good condition but i was so desperate to get one, so i just bought it. then i asked if there's "HEART" a malay movie, which i felt like watching for some time already...got it. craving for my 菜包 at Yong Kwong, but don't have :( want to drink the 4-layer teh-si-peng, but dowan to drink alone. so juz bought a 叉烧包 and drove to school coz joo said he might be late. ended up reach too early, so went lunch with Wang. kena tipu pula, make me drive to Crown Square which is renovating, no food! so went Hock Lee to eat...hmm...
today, at 4th floor, when it's so quiet, i started thinking a lot again. aiks. i'm not so ready yet actually. i thought i was after cooling down for a few months already. i'm still not willing to talk about it with others, and chose to casually get thru it...let time decide their answers. yea, that's what i'll do, though i dunno which is better. why are things always not as easy as i thought?
today, at 4th floor, when it's so quiet, i started thinking a lot again. aiks. i'm not so ready yet actually. i thought i was after cooling down for a few months already. i'm still not willing to talk about it with others, and chose to casually get thru it...let time decide their answers. yea, that's what i'll do, though i dunno which is better. why are things always not as easy as i thought?
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Yay, i'm back home! i've been counting down since the 19th day! And once i arrived last Sunday, dad asked me when i'm going to KL again. i was so annoyed, and i refused to answer. "hey D, i juz got back!! and you ask me when i'm leaving?! dowan answer you lah!" then they all started laughing. in the plane the guy sitting beside me was kinda talkative, so i actually wasn't bored. haha.
back home here like got so many things to do, and so many activities coming up! it's already like not enough time!! some important things e.g. family trip has not been planned as this time it's near christmas & everyone seems to be busy... it's so nice meeting up with old frens again, especially the aeroplanes. we're even planning a pillow-talk-night already. one for 3, one for 4. green is not back yet. i'm really thankful to have friends so dear like them... again, muaks.
this time i come back, i feel a deeper love for CJ. haha. poor thing i think he's getting too much of nagging that's why he's so rebellious. dunno when will this cute brother grow up!! haha, he's taller than me now, and his voice is no longer the baby CJ! haha, but i like him more now. hehe. he's jsut as innocent as his silly sister, but uses his brain 69% less. kakaka. this Ben leh, hmm...shud say he's grown up now, and more jaga his sisters after having a gf! hmmm... i'm not too bad too, bringing his gf around today..hmmm... soon it'll be another distance relationship... good luck... it's just all so called fate. Rong is as irritating as before, so the very clingy and sticky and naughty and noisy. goodness sake, bear all the other kids but this little brother!!!!! haha.
today my eyebrows changed. ad tmr i might have a totally different look. it all depends on my mood tmr!! i just hope to look good. arghh...dowan to see a weird me...kakaka... i told them i wanna go to a saloon and say "i want a permed hairstyle that is easy to handle, nice, and must look young one." then they started laughing. why wor? aiyo...not used to look too matured la. i'm excited. and scared. but more excited.
back home here like got so many things to do, and so many activities coming up! it's already like not enough time!! some important things e.g. family trip has not been planned as this time it's near christmas & everyone seems to be busy... it's so nice meeting up with old frens again, especially the aeroplanes. we're even planning a pillow-talk-night already. one for 3, one for 4. green is not back yet. i'm really thankful to have friends so dear like them... again, muaks.
this time i come back, i feel a deeper love for CJ. haha. poor thing i think he's getting too much of nagging that's why he's so rebellious. dunno when will this cute brother grow up!! haha, he's taller than me now, and his voice is no longer the baby CJ! haha, but i like him more now. hehe. he's jsut as innocent as his silly sister, but uses his brain 69% less. kakaka. this Ben leh, hmm...shud say he's grown up now, and more jaga his sisters after having a gf! hmmm... i'm not too bad too, bringing his gf around today..hmmm... soon it'll be another distance relationship... good luck... it's just all so called fate. Rong is as irritating as before, so the very clingy and sticky and naughty and noisy. goodness sake, bear all the other kids but this little brother!!!!! haha.
today my eyebrows changed. ad tmr i might have a totally different look. it all depends on my mood tmr!! i just hope to look good. arghh...dowan to see a weird me...kakaka... i told them i wanna go to a saloon and say "i want a permed hairstyle that is easy to handle, nice, and must look young one." then they started laughing. why wor? aiyo...not used to look too matured la. i'm excited. and scared. but more excited.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Again I’m confused. Oh dear. In all aspects I seem to be (erm…lost for words…) somehow, there’s like too many decisions to make. Every little decision leads to a different life. I don’t know which things I should let go. Sometimes I feel that I make things complicated. Sometimes I feel that I talk a lot but never really expressed what I really want to say. Gosh, 〈遇见〉just played, once my so very favourite song. I think I can dream on for the rest of the day now…too many things in my head now, stars are flying all above. I need therapy.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Why would mama sometimes make things so difficult? I haven’t cried for so long. I’ve tried my best to make myself conscious of what is actually happening around me. I’m so known the happy girl and I like to make things less complicated. But somehow things are turned upside down and many things just so unexpectedly happen. I used to think that life was like a roller coaster but now I think it is worse. At least you can shout throughout the ride on a roller coaster and after that everything is back to normal. But in real life, you just have to eat up all the problems until you feel too full. Then you need to burp hard to release some burden! There it comes. I just burped. I’m so the confused now. I wish there’s somebody totally out of the way to talk to. Drink a memory loss potion? Hahaha. I think that is worse. I treasure memories. A lot. I wonder if I ever gave them good memories as well…
YO!!! my blog deserves some happy stuffs!! now i read some of my posts it's like so depressing. what the hell? what has happened to me la?? hehe, counting down these days....13 more days!! and i'll be back home with my dearest bed, and now i can call my toilet at home 'dearest' too!! yindeh said i could kiss it after what i've experienced here, but no thank you la. it's enough to let it be my throne, and i can sit there dreaming. hehehe :> the family president has called, and the motivator is on her mission!! but things are not confirmed yet...
now another half year has passed...and that means my life's gonna change again!! gonna say byebye to Starbucks soon...i'm happy & sad...haizz...but i promised not to write sad stuffs today!! so let's say what i'll miss...i'll miss curi-curi pouring our own drinks with partners without letting the managers see, i'll miss shouting the long long names of the drinks i used to think was so hard to call when i first joined, e.g. "i have a Venti-Hazelnut-Low Fat-Light Whipped-Signature Hot Chocolate" or a "Grande Toffeenut Less Sweet Frappuccino Blended Coffee"...haha...and what else...i'll miss mixing with those crazy ppl who's always saying the F word whom i think does not belong to my gang...i'll miss being at the counter meeting weird weird customers, making me laugh :D:D i'll miss coffee tasting when we sit down together, guys evaluating girls body & girls looking for leng-zhai(s). leng-zhais are really rare here!!! pathetic. but a good guy is kinda extinct now. haha.
btw, i might become a supervisor?? haha. dunno yet. i've been looking for so many jobs and houses, but whenever i wanna call, my heart still thumps so fast! goodness sake. anyways, since i announced today to be a happy day, i'm eating dinner with "my dear" bangla. hahaha. wish me luck ;)
now another half year has passed...and that means my life's gonna change again!! gonna say byebye to Starbucks soon...i'm happy & sad...haizz...but i promised not to write sad stuffs today!! so let's say what i'll miss...i'll miss curi-curi pouring our own drinks with partners without letting the managers see, i'll miss shouting the long long names of the drinks i used to think was so hard to call when i first joined, e.g. "i have a Venti-Hazelnut-Low Fat-Light Whipped-Signature Hot Chocolate" or a "Grande Toffeenut Less Sweet Frappuccino Blended Coffee"...haha...and what else...i'll miss mixing with those crazy ppl who's always saying the F word whom i think does not belong to my gang...i'll miss being at the counter meeting weird weird customers, making me laugh :D:D i'll miss coffee tasting when we sit down together, guys evaluating girls body & girls looking for leng-zhai(s). leng-zhais are really rare here!!! pathetic. but a good guy is kinda extinct now. haha.
btw, i might become a supervisor?? haha. dunno yet. i've been looking for so many jobs and houses, but whenever i wanna call, my heart still thumps so fast! goodness sake. anyways, since i announced today to be a happy day, i'm eating dinner with "my dear" bangla. hahaha. wish me luck ;)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
D: Sometimes it's better to remain single, coz it's happier that way.
G: But somehow, it's a nice feeling to love and feel being loved...
D: Ya...but a relationship actually gives us more sadness than happiness.
G: But that little happiness can really cover all the sadness.
D: Dunno what guys are thinking la, why can't they just berterus-terang?!
G: Yalo, guys memang unpredictable. We still want to know although sometimes we don't feel like knowing.
D: Scared just because of loneliness, i just go for the wrong guy as he comes along.
G: I scared i'll be like that, but i don't want that to happen lar...
D: Sometimes we just have to let go.
G: But it's really so so hard......
G: But somehow, it's a nice feeling to love and feel being loved...
D: Ya...but a relationship actually gives us more sadness than happiness.
G: But that little happiness can really cover all the sadness.
D: Dunno what guys are thinking la, why can't they just berterus-terang?!
G: Yalo, guys memang unpredictable. We still want to know although sometimes we don't feel like knowing.
D: Scared just because of loneliness, i just go for the wrong guy as he comes along.
G: I scared i'll be like that, but i don't want that to happen lar...
D: Sometimes we just have to let go.
G: But it's really so so hard......
Saturday, October 21, 2006
今晚刚好穿着绿衣绿裤还喝着热热的绿藻麦片
坐到腰酸背痛又不想睡觉一连看了六集的连续剧
现在又莫名其妙有股很想乱写东西的冲动
整晚不知怎的消化系统太过良好吃进去就排出来害我总是觉得肚子很饿很想吃东西
最爱的零食找了又找好像不再上市可是却没特别欲望想买其它零食
应该说是只对那零食有特别欲望害我现在不能猛吃发泄一顿
最近习惯吃些健康水果还有以前最讨厌的这些麦片饮料
还学会了喝不加糖的黑咖啡虽然还不是很会享受它浓浓又香醇的味道啦
最近也把想念的人一个个轮流放在电脑荧幕上
选择把想念藏起来的绝对不会是我因为我会死命看死命想个够想到不知要想什么才好
之后就会爽一点还会笑自己笨蛋因为自己刚刚无理取闹胡思乱想
会想过去会想最荒唐根本不可能发生的东西就是没想那个未知数的未来
我的未来真的很模糊更惭愧的是连自己要什么也不知道
总是一幅单纯笨蛋的样子每天只会期盼大家快乐真是有点荒谬
只会给人说我头脑直直的不得不帮我弄些凹凸又不是我想要的有本事就弄歪我吧
哎哟现在好希望有一个人就在我背后帮我捶捶背不然帮我搓搓身上不知哪来的一二三四五粒会痛的黑青
二零零六年十月二十一日凌晨三时五十九分赖佩雯有点sot了
不要做梦只要睡觉
坐到腰酸背痛又不想睡觉一连看了六集的连续剧
现在又莫名其妙有股很想乱写东西的冲动
整晚不知怎的消化系统太过良好吃进去就排出来害我总是觉得肚子很饿很想吃东西
最爱的零食找了又找好像不再上市可是却没特别欲望想买其它零食
应该说是只对那零食有特别欲望害我现在不能猛吃发泄一顿
最近习惯吃些健康水果还有以前最讨厌的这些麦片饮料
还学会了喝不加糖的黑咖啡虽然还不是很会享受它浓浓又香醇的味道啦
最近也把想念的人一个个轮流放在电脑荧幕上
选择把想念藏起来的绝对不会是我因为我会死命看死命想个够想到不知要想什么才好
之后就会爽一点还会笑自己笨蛋因为自己刚刚无理取闹胡思乱想
会想过去会想最荒唐根本不可能发生的东西就是没想那个未知数的未来
我的未来真的很模糊更惭愧的是连自己要什么也不知道
总是一幅单纯笨蛋的样子每天只会期盼大家快乐真是有点荒谬
只会给人说我头脑直直的不得不帮我弄些凹凸又不是我想要的有本事就弄歪我吧
哎哟现在好希望有一个人就在我背后帮我捶捶背不然帮我搓搓身上不知哪来的一二三四五粒会痛的黑青
二零零六年十月二十一日凌晨三时五十九分赖佩雯有点sot了
不要做梦只要睡觉
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