yellow teeth 'n' coffee

i'm trying to brush my teeth now everytime after drinking coffee. haha so troublesome especially after already applying moisturizers, but it does help abit i think. after you brush and spit, the coffee colour comes off. haha erm.

i cut my own hair after 3days of cravings to cut hair. felt abit more shuang, but of course cant compare like in kch, sien then can go wash hair or have a trim. that feeling then is really shuang.

went to the beach 2times in 3days just to enjoy the freaking cold breeze. haha. ppl socialise at school or at work, dogs socialise at the beach. incredibly many dogs!

may i have a lil bit more adventurous frens, other than shopping and eating. i'm broke liao la.

i love home i miss home

when i feel so stressed i just felt like calling mummy. it feels so nice to talk to mummy when i'm stressed. she just kinda have that special magic to reduce stress. i dont have to complain. you'll get to talk very little when talking with mummy, cos she'll be the one talking loads. but her stories from home always make me happy and want to hear more. i actually missed home if i did not call home like 3days, cos mum conditioned me to be like that? haha. if i din call, she'll sms and ask me why no news. but last week was the longest, one week we did not even sms or call, so busy. until i finally got mum's sms n"my dear oh seem years we no sms n call what is so busy down there. mum and dad are busy but can cope. call if can very miss". made me wanna cry suddenly. oh how i miss home!
well, now's all good. just that my 考试恐惧症 is conquering me again. good luck gie!

what love means to you?

when someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. you just know that your name is safe in their mouth.

love is what makes you smile when you're tired.

love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.

i know it's over, still i cling.

is it really over?
i dont know i dont know I DONT KNOW!!!
i really wished i knew:(

the more i told myself not to think, the more i think and think.
it just never gets off my mind.
how come? since when it became like that? WHY?

i wish i can put myself in a blank state now.
but what's the point?
here i am, still clinging.
how stupid.
HOW LIAO?????