What a puzzle?
Four-piece puzzle.
Turn from every angle,
Just to make it single!
Giggle gaggle,
Wiggle waggle...
Doodle doodle,
Cannot twinkle!
Four-piece puzzle,
What a puzzle!

when i'm sad,
i get mad, or even bad!
i had to write in my EROS pad,
but wad the heck?
i dunno how to write, suddenly.
i want my dad,
and i need me lad...
why aren't you by me side?

the idiot and the idiotic XXX

love to smile. yea. but at the correct time. yea.
today has been a tough day. i finally said it out! omigosh. should feel like something big has been released. but no, tension juga. it's only the first day since i said it and i'm already feeling so terrible. i never knew that i was such a big influence to them. something to feel proud of, but makes me sad-der to leave too. some more today a 3yr-old came with a chocolate cake specially for teacher angie!! i'm not even his class teacher! (only spending the afternoon-one-hours with him!) asked him why gimme the cake. "coz u like mah." then he juz kept smiling. i was too happy to even talk. i only remembered that i scolded him till he cried and hit me that day. all i can manage that time was a hug for him.

well, in the car. jane was crying. terkejut, then all the way home i dunno what to say. went to pick up her fren, and she made me join her yam-cha. so i ended up sitting on the coffee table with an ahpek & 2 ahmu(s). burrRP!! after that i walked home. i smiled to the first thing i saw on the way back. only that the other party was looking at me as if "who the hell are you?" only i realised that he was a CAT!! hahaha :D i smiled to a cat??? omigosh~ can't believe it mien!!! i smiled to a totally black idiotic cat!!! well, should say that i'm the idiot =P

reached home and i got another bday necklace from mexen & boyboy. ma said nai gimme angpow today gok, but at home la. lee cheche gave me a shirt exactly like hers pula 2 days ago. wow, this year's birthday is lonnnnnnnnnng! celebrated since the 2nd. wooooooohoo~

little little hopes

like you wrote:
fragile is the tiny heart
as strong as it tries to be
longing only for a soft reflection
but blankness creeps in silently

how nice if these little little hopes of ours bloomed more often?

Angie, your true color is Green!

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

hah, this is the result from the Tickle test. and i like it :)

i want ME back!!

"The art of life is to know how to enjoy a little and to endure very much." -- William Hazlitt
i just saw that quote and learnt a new word, endure. art of life wor. so kelian one ah. enjoy little, endure much. haiih.

Many things seem to be happening these two weeks. some are bad, but there're good ones. but i dunno why i'm just feeling not right. others might not realise but i can feel the stupid idiotic fake smile myself. yerrr~ why like dat?! i don't like this ME. please get me back... :(

For now, i can only sum up everything i've learned about life in three words: it goes on.