Post mortem of August 19. One year before angie knew.
my sis and i actually made a deal? to see how she, he & i will be doing after one year. well, it seems that we're all just doing fine, having our new adventurous stories and it just proves that all you need is TIME.
this date has actually like kind of been instilled in me, but it especially occurred like a month before. i was actually abit nervous, afraid to lose a good friend, afraid to feel the awkwardness between us. but this july the penang trip made me understand my "it" better. i love him as a really good friend, to that extent that i can actually feel that i'm treating him somehow differently, but inexplainable. in fact i feel that we could actually talk more about our true feelings now, rather than last time, always hiding it only to ourselves, feeling weird to share. It's like spending the entire day to plan what to say, but ended up talking about something else. what a failure! haha. Anyways, i hope this special friendship would last for a very very long time :)

Back to August 19. i was like 'oh mien, 19Aug!' when i got to know that we had 2 assignments and a presentation to do on this particular day! It was a tiring day, but it turned out to be a really great day! It's the first time we've ever seen Sam with such an enormous smile! "You've all done such a great job!" It just melts your heart, after staying up till 4am :) it's like NO MORE 'samophobia'!!! yeah!

It just seems that when there's nothing happening, really the whole day just lays flat; but when you have things happening, all day it comes. This so called CA person ruined some of my happiness. eeeew. why did he have to do that to himself?
next this MSL, i dunno what to say. it's a mystery knowing him, he's funny at times, overly concerned at times. but the thing is, it's like he's just too childish for his age. i feel like a very big sister, always giving him advice which i dunno works onot B-) gosh.

Talking about these, thanks to CB who really can brighten up my day! He works as a 'distraction' which is so called 'motivation'. and i really need that during my stressful days, haha. this is finally someone more worth looking forward to :) yindeh said we have chemistry? haha, CLICK!!

BEAT!! BEAT!!
Oh come on cheer me up...
Are you having thunderstorms in your dreams now?
I'm in flames. In flames!!

I seem to have fate with 9. say some.
I was born on the 9th. daddy too. And that koko who became me?
There’re 9 family members staying in my house.
My first love was born on a 19th, and we broke off on a 19th. (fate? Haha)
Today I found out that distracting monster was born on a 29th. Top secret revealed :P silly.
My best girlfriend is born on the 9th month.
My passwords usually have 9.
Now I count,,,,
There’re 9 young people in my life I can really talk to currently:
ying, ben, yeh, kim, joo, xuan, yen, jac, chuong.
Haha crazy me.
but anyways, 9, 9, 9. like 9, like me!! Hahaha :D

SOMETIMES…
Let’s just blow bubbles,
for no reason,
let’s just blow bubbles.
Laugh a little,
watch them disappear,
not even wonder where.
Smile and touch the rainbow colours,
watch them float in air.
No reason why –
Not goals – no structure.
~ Ruth Reardon

I seem to meet a ‘mother’ everywhere! Haha. At home, I have my dearest mummy. When I first came KL, I had Jane, whom most ppl hate, but can see that she really cares for me. In college, I have ‘mummy’. And now at LCMH, I have Mrs. Teoh! She sees the silliest & cutest me, and I’ve seen hers too, haha. I respect her, but at the same time can be very friend with her, and sometimes we talk like mother and daughter. today we went for a talk together, and there’s ppl who asked if I’m her daughter & that we look alike! Omg. Alike I dun think so, but Mrs. Teoh was happy and so do I. haha. Good boss :)

Mexen’s birthday. She’s 21!! Happy like what having a huge cake from Eugene! Haha!
Received a postcard from Yen sent from Melbourne! Hoho!

Finally met YC online again. For weeks we’ve been leaving offline boring msgs, and it’s much nicer to really chat! I can’t believe I’m actually having this weird 暗爽 feeling in me, but it’s so long since I felt this way again. There’s like so many things to talk about, but thanks to him I failed to do my work. Distracting monster. A nice friend to talk to is indeed hard to find,,,

HAPPY :)

Oh mien, it’s like there’re so many things to write yet there’s like no time to write!! Sad. July is really eventful and of coz, BUSY. Busy with life, busy with work, busy with friends, busy enjoying, and busy finding time! Since the start of july I’m like fully occupied and did not even realise that july had gone! Wow!

I intended to keep the Penang trip a secret, but I told them too. Haha. It’s worse keeping secrets eh? With two guys who’re like my brothers now, sometimes feeling I’m elder like jaga-ing two big men, sometimes feeling I’m younger being protected by two tall bodyguards or maybe being stupider is one of them? Haha. (whereas I always feel that kimkim is my big sister, haha) anyhow, good aeroplanes, best buddies!! Talking about the Penang trip, it was adventurous, as we explored on our own, but it wasn’t super exciting. Most of the time we’re entertaining ourselves rather than the environment entertains us. hmm..heh… well, the memorable stuffs were our walking aimlessly but with directions, our crazy singings, our crap-talking, our laughters, our bubbling, our pillow talk, our snores, and of course our crave and desires for NICE PENANG FOOD. We concluded that Kuching food defeated Penang food. Haha yeah!

Happy Kuching’s Day. I wanna go to the food fest…
1st August.
Mummy said it started off bad. Sejiingkat’s office is flooded by 2 inches!!
Daddy would have to pay my rent again.
Dee has a mini crush? Hehe.
Ben is gonna pia very hard for dentistry. 2nd option, doctor?? No way!!
CJ & Rong --- erm, enjoy school life!!
Kim gonna start class, joo starting new life, yeh busy working.
Gie leh? Apu~ I need motivation to drive on!! eLP!!