烦！

不知道该怎么想不知道该怎么做不知道该如何面对这个人.不知道这样做会怎样那样做会怎样.不知道你在想什么我在想什么.笨死了烦死了!多希望我们可以一直都是彼此的蒙面靠山.迷迷糊糊这两年在半认识与半了解的情况下我们却能默默的给予对方精神上的鼓励与支持.现在这些荒唐都变成了现实我害怕我懊恼我模糊.你的坚持你的大方你的一举一动都那么的不可思议.或许我已经不能像以前那么天真了会去想很多有的没的.我实在不了解也无法了解你.而你觉得你够了解我了吗?

all about LOVE. bittersweet love.

Listening to so many real-life love stories recently, i'm already starting to think which kind of girlfriend i will be for the next relationship, although i may still not be sure what love is. Love is just so so complicated!! I actually searched google about "love", haha, and i totally agree with and liked these few phrases...
1. There's always a meaning why you've met someone, and it's either to learn from them or to teach them.
2. Not everything in front of you is evidently yours to keep, no matter how hard you hold on to it. It escapes.
3. Your first love is the boy/girl who taught you what it means to fall in love.
4. We keep hoping to find true love somewhere--out there--outside ourselves, in someone else' eyes. BUT that is not the place to find true love. Only when we look within will we find what we truly seek--love that heals and sustains us and can even help heal our world. (this is DEEP,,, hoho. )

Me myself, i call 'love' bittersweet. 'Love' is like dark chocolate. (i bought 9 boxes of dark chocolates today. a sign of desperation? haha.) They're so addictive that once you pop you cant stop, like having to see him everyday. They melt in the mouth slowly, like enjoying a relationship at a snail's pace, ignoring time and spending every second of bitterness and sweetness together. hmm...what else? chocolates are always so nicely wrapped up, like love being everly so protected. Dark chocolates are so yummy you'd want it all for yourself! And that's how selfish love is! Well, wont mind to have the bittersweet feeling again;)

10:10 FEEL GOOD TIME:)

staying online does make me distracted most of the time, but most importantly, it keeps me awake!! this workload is killing me...argh! now it's 10:10pm and it's FEEL GOOD TIME!! haha. ever since ntv7 promotoed that advertisement, i've acknowledged 10:10 to be 'feel good time' forever. haha. i can automatically smile when i see this time. so obviously i was smiling awhile ago, haha. and now, typing this. haha. i'm addicted to dark chocolates and you wont ever believe that i actually bought NINE boxes of it, due to cheap price. it's SO yummy you cant stop once you pop!!!! yumyum~~~~~

midnight breeze~~

It's 3:13am now and i'm in the attic doing my silly report. It's a rainy night and i just opened one window to be able to enjoy the breeze. This breeze just reminds me of the beach, particularly that one the 6 of us walked in the early air, and the wind blew, so cold yet so refreshing... us 4 took a picture there, but it was sadly blur enough to be displayed in my precious angie-series-album...haha. the moments stayed though, and especially tonight, i'm thinking of that dawn, that breeze, that photo. and the same red long-sleeve shirt i'm still wearing now...

you are not you anymore......

to the two of you out there: some friends are always friends, and they are forever that“衰样”no matter how long you knew each other and under all other circumstances. they know you so well and you know them as well too. sometimes both sides will feel that they actually dont know each other too well, but somehow they just know, or at least can make you very happy. we quarrel, we have cold wars, we complain, but in the end we laugh together again. true friends, i call them. however, you, and you, are no longer the "you" i once knew. so different now and then. i am really disappointed, not to say. how could you ppl??? you just cut the line yourself, HOW COULD YOU??? remembering the moments we spent together, remembering the secrets we've shared together, it may be history for you now, or maybe it doesnt even exist anymore...... but to me, all these still felt like yesterday... one day, if you come back again, i dunno... we might be friends once more, but it will definitely feel different already. you've broken my heart:(:(