~day of departures~

i had to depart with so many people today. first is xuan. the last night we spent together was at tony's. then my room, doing christmas wordings for the mural. then we talked and talked. then we slept. 2hours i managed to sleep, then i was turning round and round, then looking at her sleep. this friend of mine, made subang somehow less lonely at nights, and is there to listen. i'll miss her!!

the whole last night i was thinking about today. all the departures. i felt so full, like up to the throat. but my tears never came out. feel abit suffocated actually. couldnt sleep, so got up to make a card. since my room's so small, i stood up to do the card, and she thought i was exercising?! haha really funny. i went to work early, and we had water play. all so totally wet, having real fun with the kids. cant help but kept cuddling them. when the day finally ended, it's like, my duty for the year in LCMH is accomplished! i miss every single one in LCMH, a small nice group with lovely people. of coz it all ended with dear mrs teoh again, giving me another present, and this time i gave her a real hug of mine, but she hugged back so dearly and firmly, until i really felt like the princess diaries. i wasnt rigid this time, really enjoying the hug :) it's the BIG HUG i had longed for since so long ago but there was no one to really hug. she taught me actually how to hug a big person, and that hugging can really give you the sense of comfort. it'll always be my favourite sign of affection.
(im like talking about hugging a lot recently. finding back lost times i guess. mrs teoh is really someone i'll miss so much!! and few of the lil monsters!! all but the few especially, hehe. a sure thing rite?? hehe.)

first time ever i received so many gifts and wishes in one week! touched definitely. and i really hope that i did do a good job throughout this year :) at least according to my DAP? haha.

hug hug

i like to hug. the feeling of being cuddled by someone, and cuddling someone yourself. but both will not be seeing each other's face, just using the heart to feel... but somehow, tonight i had had sooo many hugs!! and i actually became quite rigid, not really spontaneous in responding. when children hugged me, it was like im so used to it already, but never bored to hug them. when parents came to hug, weird. very weird. hugging a quite stranger. then Mrs. Teoh was like hugging me and Su almost the whole night. it was her hugs that really touched my heart. she said so many good things, but my tears were tough. when the night ended, she gave the greatest hug i had in such a long time, so motherly i wished i could stay cuddled like that a whole night. just to feel pampered. she said i was her goddaughter, and kissed both sides of my cheeks. i was really speechless that time, and just relented. i love her. and i'm happy i had worked with her. she's one person who has seen the best and worst parts of me. she's an inspiring teacher and boss, a wonderful listener, an amazing friend, and sometimes plays a very motherly role. thank you so much, mrs. teoh. i'll definitely miss her =.=

kim joo yeh gie

When i first saw this, it just so reminds me of us 4.

i just love these friends sooo much!!

ahMah, wa sio le =.=

ahMah, ki meh hu lang keng jing sio le. ki tik teng pai wa tak jik ta tiok ai ka diang uey hok le, bo ta mik kai pun ta tiok ai ka, pang lok zheng du kiss le jik eh. ki tik le tak pai toh pang keng jiang "ahBung!" wa du zhao bio tik meh ke le pang keng kak le pang hong ill, tak koh-yiok. hu lang keng jing siang mong eh tiok le, siok le, ahmah ko si aneh qin ai de ahmah. ahmah ai ho ho zho sing, hua hi hua hi, pung ai po pi ahbung kak kut lak, hua hua hi hi mai sio aneh zhoi. jin sio le, ahmah. =*=

sneezing queen

wahh i can be sneezing queen liao today! grr!!
i hate flu. i hate sorethroat. i hate to not feeling so well.
i dun miss home currently but EXTREMELY looking forward to go home. makes sense not?
today i woke up late. felt sick and dun feel like going to work. but still went. thank god got rich party today, really rich ah these children! or parents la. so whole day party mood, lazy mood, sneezing mood... i pun curi tulang today lah... or better way to say, im INTERACTING WITH CHILDREN! hehe. it so came up with the topic "you love me onot?" when little Bernice clung onto me like rubber, really boneless! haha. duhh of course i got a yes la. haha, i knowww these darlings lurvvve me. after that i felt silly asking such question, sounds so desperado. apu~ but there's this little 4yr-old, aiyer dunno next time how. she kissed me, then asked me to kiss her, so i kissed her forehead. then she said, kiss my cheek. ok. then came kiss my eye. wowh, too much!! no no no! haha. well, it's really nice being around children, when they are being GOOD. but guess that's how i always get sick also. their virus like never end one! yrrr!!

new november :)

i've started my november with eyes wide open in front of my laptop screen!

tired. sleepy. but i need to finish this assignment tonite as aimed!! my dictionary has helped me a lot. can i bring this heavy book with me overseas? my english really sucks. my mandarin sucks too. my bm no need say lah. why everything pun bad? cham liao me.

well, well. i'm actually looking forward to this november. dunno why. any upcoming surprises? stay tuned! haha. dont disappoint me ar---me tokking to meself :p