unable to comfort a friend who's in great depression and guilt.
unable to just type out an essay and be free from stress.
unable to walk like normal still.
unable to eat the food and pearl milk tea i crave for.
unable to just call anyone on my list and have a good chat now.
unable to keep my feet warm and nice though i put layers on it already.
unable to read minds. (wished life wouldnt fool ppl around.)
unable to find a broad shoulder to lean onto just to feel a sense of belonging.
Monday, April 13, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
twenty-three!
i thought birthday 2009 would be so boring at this new place. but it turned out to be kinda WOW! :)
Friends can make you feel so warm and homey when you're so far away from home. i was so touched when the ASV girls gave me this surprise party when everyone's in pyjamas. haha. we're all covered in and choking due to baking powder and chocolate rubbed on all our faces but it was such fun although i sprained my lousy ankle.
i had to skip all my classes on my bday cos i couldnt even stand well when i woke up. it was so swollen! the next thing i'm like a cacat-ed person unable to walk and there badge-mates took turns visiting with pressies. woosh.
unable to attend the popping-battle as planned:( cant bare to limp in the cold cold rain!
Angie's and Becky's planned bday party. we started 10+pm, playing cards and eating snacks and drink. More and more ppl joined until 'the palace' was filled with about 20ppl. everyone was high. everyone was drunk. first time in life i drank so much. i banged my head several times. i ate lemon like sweet orange. i swallowed tap water. i think i took crazy photos with some ppl i just got to know. i must be drunk. but still made sure i stayed conscious, maybe phoebia of seeing drunk ppl. so yah, 9th april was filled with laughters and i felt so loved.
we drank throughout the night and i think the apartment was freakin' noisy cos everyone was talking and laughing in such uncontrollable loud voice! suddenly 'piang!' and blood. i suddenly kinda woke up from my drunken spirit but still bit blur. yah then came security, paramedic, ambulance police. and our party ended around 3am 10th april, with everyone half-drunk half-blur half-shocked. argh!
so i still remember 9th april as a sweet and lovely day. of cos never forgetting dad's bday also on the same day. calls from home, msgs and wishes from kuching buddies, cards and parcels. all so sweet, all so dear:)
i love my family, i love my friends, i love myself!
THANK YOU for making my day so speciaL!!!!
TWENTY-THREE ain't bad at aLL!!! :D:D:D
Friends can make you feel so warm and homey when you're so far away from home. i was so touched when the ASV girls gave me this surprise party when everyone's in pyjamas. haha. we're all covered in and choking due to baking powder and chocolate rubbed on all our faces but it was such fun although i sprained my lousy ankle.
i had to skip all my classes on my bday cos i couldnt even stand well when i woke up. it was so swollen! the next thing i'm like a cacat-ed person unable to walk and there badge-mates took turns visiting with pressies. woosh.
unable to attend the popping-battle as planned:( cant bare to limp in the cold cold rain!
Angie's and Becky's planned bday party. we started 10+pm, playing cards and eating snacks and drink. More and more ppl joined until 'the palace' was filled with about 20ppl. everyone was high. everyone was drunk. first time in life i drank so much. i banged my head several times. i ate lemon like sweet orange. i swallowed tap water. i think i took crazy photos with some ppl i just got to know. i must be drunk. but still made sure i stayed conscious, maybe phoebia of seeing drunk ppl. so yah, 9th april was filled with laughters and i felt so loved.
we drank throughout the night and i think the apartment was freakin' noisy cos everyone was talking and laughing in such uncontrollable loud voice! suddenly 'piang!' and blood. i suddenly kinda woke up from my drunken spirit but still bit blur. yah then came security, paramedic, ambulance police. and our party ended around 3am 10th april, with everyone half-drunk half-blur half-shocked. argh!
so i still remember 9th april as a sweet and lovely day. of cos never forgetting dad's bday also on the same day. calls from home, msgs and wishes from kuching buddies, cards and parcels. all so sweet, all so dear:)
i love my family, i love my friends, i love myself!
THANK YOU for making my day so speciaL!!!!
TWENTY-THREE ain't bad at aLL!!! :D:D:D
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