self-indulgements? heh:>

can you imagine having strong water for bathing after 3days? i nearly wanted to shower forever. it just felt so refreshing, so nice. scrub with Satsuma till bubbles froth, and the scent, ever so relaxing! for the past few days it just felt like camping, but there, many amusing camping memories came to mind. i miss camping laaa....

i went shopping alone after work last monday. and i bought a pair of heels and a purply-pinky shirt. hehe. then i saw my heels in the magazine that day. it just looked wonderful, and that feeling??? shuang dao. haha. alone time is needed sometimes:)

did hair rebonding. miss that feeling of waking up and not combing your hair. haha. lazy bum. hahaha. well it feels smooth, but abit flat, and it still stinks, but yah, overall i like the texture of it. just that it's not very obedient now due to its length...

要怎样告诉你啊~?！怎么说都不懂！傻的呀？？

越不想伤害你，越像是会伤你更深。你说你现实，我说你不实际；你说我还小不懂事，我说你这么大了还这么天真。你想要的我给不到也给不了，我真正需要的你却满足不了我。你说的话我有点听烦了，我想说的你又好像没兴趣听，说了你又好像一窍不通。我不能理解你，你也无法了解我。喜欢一个人哪有这么简单啊？！你是怎么想的呀~~~？？

babehs!!!!!

i really miss those times with my bestest friends, having the craziest laughters ever. i call those original special moments? what a phrase, haha. in KL, we have original special moments too, but there are also self-created special moments, and college mates sometimes share more stuffs cos we all stay together and share secrets during late nights. in kuching, life is like too simple, all we do is eat and drink, and sometimes have a walk, then there'll be the cinderella's alarm and we have to run home. so the coming santubong trip is really something to look forward to!! stay overnight talking gossips and have some pillow talks or just lie down to enjoy the stars. the last last trip with kuching buddies i remember was the one at gunung gading, then that valentine's at my house. friends. friends. friends. i miss you all babehs!!!!!! X,X,X,X,X,X,X!!!! HEAR ME NOT???

GO GO GO!!!

it's their day to go on stage!! you cant imagine that kind of pressure, even though i know that you cant pressure the kids too much, but still hope they can really perform their best and let those fussy parents have a 'wow' feeling. it was such a busy night and kinda tiring, cold sweat. but once all was over, i feel so so relieved!! one group was abit cacated, but my was somehow fantastic!:):):) bravo!!! i just felt like my spirit was with them the whole night, and when i see the whole group dancing the first dance i fully choreographed, i just feel 'wow'. haha. heehee. hoho. it was the best dance for the junior group. very happy, very satisfied, very proud:)

PTC

it's PTC again. the day i have to talk till my saliva is dry, and open my ears to hear all kinds of funny stories. meeting parents can make me feel so self-satisfied and happy, but some parents just make me feel like strangling them!! out of 10, 9 are good at least this semester. happy that they like me and tell me how their children talk about me at home. all these are interesting, and sometimes you dont realise what you actually spontaneously did or said, but these little angels just remember all those little stuffs!! today, i finally announced that i'd be leaving next year, as most of them asked if i'd be bringing this group up to N2. it feels really nice to be praised, and being praised is definitely not only a child's wish, haha. but when praised they talk to me about the negatives of my co-workers, and start comapring...this feels bad...well, a few of them wished me best of luck for my future undertakings, and i hope i can be a real someone someday:) i'll miss those lil angel and devils again, wherever i go. i just wonder which child will leave the most memories for me after maybe 10years? haha.

他与她

我竟然为了这么小的事情哭了......他只是把我电话藏起来，还把它换成无声！这天我发着烧心情也够烦，回到家去厨房拿水，记得电话明明在凳子上却不见了，很认真的找，打好多次都没声音，后来小弟不小心露出一点点笑，一气之下什么都不理很大步的跑上房间哭。很多画面在我脑海里越哭越厉害，总觉得他对她不够好，邮电不放心。刚好她进来，我躲在枕头下，不想让她为难。电话终于由小弟送来了，无辜的他被我大喊一顿，他委屈的说“不是我”。我知道啦。我气他这么小气，我气他不够认真，我气他总是让她哭！我要她很很幸福......他真的给得到吗？

work so hard for what?!!

who appreciates you for working so hard? i feel so silly at times though i love my job. im so tired. really tired. have no time at all for myself. so fully dedicated to work. stupid not? should learn to be less responsible like those ppl!