给我力量！

2006年3月24日。你好吗？我不好。竟敢朦喳喳到差点给电单车撞倒！感觉上一整个礼拜都不好，不过却一副若无其事的老模样。相信在这陌生的地方没有人会看穿我。

忽然一直期待、从来听不厌的信息声响了……“多微笑少苦恼，若不笑心浮燥，胡乱笑没必要，开心笑心境好，苦心笑人易老，欺人笑少为妙，会心笑有礼貌，成功笑不骄傲，如何笑心知道，愿你快乐每一天。”有时很讨厌fwd msg，不过这封好像来得正好。看了蛮安慰的。他说昨天第一次看我发脾气。莫名其妙，做么会酱说？你骂我。哈哈，有吗？（回想昨天）谁叫你miscall错时间啊？活该。我只说再惹我的话我会骂人啊，哈哈。

上课时简直不能专心。一gang七个，只有两个到。我们还是答应对方会出席才去的咧，她生病，我心情超down累死。不过很高兴彼此可以发泄啦，毕竟目前她与我遭遇差不多，比较了解彼此心情。

谢谢有安全巴士。回来后在小亭里坐着讲电话。地板多肮脏也不管了，只知道我非常需要那一股力量！他的魔力就是这么神奇。原本要说的很多东西，很多都没说出口。一瞬间，烦恼很多都被无聊的埋怨声和笑声掩盖了。没有特别的话题，却能感到那份温暖。这时候的时间总是过得很快……我忘记跟妈妈报平安！结果被骂到爽。

宵夜。应该是晚餐吧。回来这里，就是准备倾听她的烦恼。习惯了。不过无所谓，只要我拿回了力量 ：）

look young vs look matured

hmm...some ppl juz love to look mature, but me, only at times. coz most of the time i prefer to look young! but there're situations when u feel awkward or dunno how to even react. e.g.
-- going out with a friend your same age, then a person daringly said that your friend looks like 25yr-old, and kept calling you 小妹妹, how's that feeling?
-- out with a fren whom ppl said is your brother. even with real siblings ppl seldom said we look alike. one said i'm his older sister, one said i'm his younger sister. so???
-- ppl guessing your age, like dun dare to guess. there's one experience a woman ask her kids to call me "aunty-che che". (coz i was with my colleague and they're 40+) omigosh. please la. can't forget that.

well, well, whatever. most importantly, be happy. and feel young :)