Post mortem of August 19. One year before angie knew.
my sis and i actually made a deal? to see how she, he & i will be doing after one year. well, it seems that we're all just doing fine, having our new adventurous stories and it just proves that all you need is TIME.
this date has actually like kind of been instilled in me, but it especially occurred like a month before. i was actually abit nervous, afraid to lose a good friend, afraid to feel the awkwardness between us. but this july the penang trip made me understand my "it" better. i love him as a really good friend, to that extent that i can actually feel that i'm treating him somehow differently, but inexplainable. in fact i feel that we could actually talk more about our true feelings now, rather than last time, always hiding it only to ourselves, feeling weird to share. It's like spending the entire day to plan what to say, but ended up talking about something else. what a failure! haha. Anyways, i hope this special friendship would last for a very very long time :)

Back to August 19. i was like 'oh mien, 19Aug!' when i got to know that we had 2 assignments and a presentation to do on this particular day! It was a tiring day, but it turned out to be a really great day! It's the first time we've ever seen Sam with such an enormous smile! "You've all done such a great job!" It just melts your heart, after staying up till 4am :) it's like NO MORE 'samophobia'!!! yeah!

It just seems that when there's nothing happening, really the whole day just lays flat; but when you have things happening, all day it comes. This so called CA person ruined some of my happiness. eeeew. why did he have to do that to himself?
next this MSL, i dunno what to say. it's a mystery knowing him, he's funny at times, overly concerned at times. but the thing is, it's like he's just too childish for his age. i feel like a very big sister, always giving him advice which i dunno works onot B-) gosh.

Talking about these, thanks to CB who really can brighten up my day! He works as a 'distraction' which is so called 'motivation'. and i really need that during my stressful days, haha. this is finally someone more worth looking forward to :) yindeh said we have chemistry? haha, CLICK!!