Today i went Kenyalang alone, wanting to look for photo albums of 'my series'. really hard to find la. it wasn't in totally good condition but i was so desperate to get one, so i just bought it. then i asked if there's "HEART" a malay movie, which i felt like watching for some time already...got it. craving for my 菜包 at Yong Kwong, but don't have :( want to drink the 4-layer teh-si-peng, but dowan to drink alone. so juz bought a 叉烧包 and drove to school coz joo said he might be late. ended up reach too early, so went lunch with Wang. kena tipu pula, make me drive to Crown Square which is renovating, no food! so went Hock Lee to eat...hmm...

today, at 4th floor, when it's so quiet, i started thinking a lot again. aiks. i'm not so ready yet actually. i thought i was after cooling down for a few months already. i'm still not willing to talk about it with others, and chose to casually get thru it...let time decide their answers. yea, that's what i'll do, though i dunno which is better. why are things always not as easy as i thought?