it does happen sometimes, suddenly thinking of someone, missing him/her, or some things that we once did together. but it does feel different, when a friend suddenly messaged and said, "How are you? It's so sudden that you pop into my mind. Seems like something is going on with you. Sleepy as i am now, i keep on typing, so that you can recieve:)" it was a total surprise. haha. but that was all, i assumed that he went to sleep.
when che went to KL those few days, i missed her terribly the first night and the morning i woke up the next day, not seeing the snoring queen on her bed. dear old roomie. it's just feels like this will be the last full year we'll be roomies. when im back from study, she might be married already. leaves the room to the lil sista!! just always remember the password to our room door:P and the naughty notes we left for each other:P and all the memories we had in this comfy room of OURS:):)
Lucky gave birth to 5 puppies, left with 3. and i actually saw her gave birth to the first two, first so chubby and second dead. she was licking the puppy as hard as she could, wanting to make it live. and how much you dont sayang that mad dog, at that moment you just get so touched by her motherly figure. it's like there's tears in her eyes, and i can actually imagine the scene as people in real life, losing their child right on the minute it was born. how sad. she bit it's stomach like doing CPR, and continued licking. i couldnt see more. but after that the puppy was gone, and we assumed she ate it. ouch.
i told dad about what i heard the ahpek who sold me bananas said. then suddenly dad was bursting out laughing until he couldnt stop. what la. but seeing him made me laugh until cannot tahan pun. it's nice holding daddy's tummy and hugging him. feels so warm and comfy:)
i've decided not to be a witch and go my own way. my children love me the way i am. so touched today. i've always been me, and it's hard for me to be so bad. my N1 children are the best. put aside K1 K2. monster teacher, monster children. terrible and horrible. mine sweet and dear:) the only thing is that they might lose some talent in dancing, haha, cos im so stiff. aiks. just cant move my body!!! haha. so much to think about recently, stressed with work. children and upcoming events in my dreams. my goodness!! take that out!!
blogging reminds me of being a busy working student in KL. almost everyday on the internet, chatting & blogging when you're out of your mind, or even however busy, but still happily chatting. haha, and keep onto the last minute habit. haha. now still like that. how to change wor??
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
R-E-U-N-I-T-E ! !
so THE FOUR will reunite this coming June?
heeheeh hohoh yaaaaaaahAAAA!!!! yeeeeeeeeHeeeeeEH!!!!
heeheeh hohoh yaaaaaaahAAAA!!!! yeeeeeeeeHeeeeeEH!!!!
Monday, April 14, 2008
missing bendie
When it comes to siblings, 5 is always in the mind. Told mum so spontaneously, “us 5 and Sang only tonight.” Mum looked at me and said, “where got 5?” haha, I do miss Bendie. Who ask Rong to wear Ben's shirt. Reminding me of my primary school best after-school-mate, wearing his spectacles and with two protruded front teeth. Hmm..let him hit me for that. We fought so many times after school, but watched silk drama Mon-Fri 2-3pm together, washed the whole bucket of plates and pans in the tiny basin after that, took turns to mop the wooden floor, watched Barney on Mondays 5pm, squatting at the back seat of dad's 8268 right after Living Springs and straight to lao hu po's tuition... ahhh... so many memories with my dear bendie:):)
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
the DOUBLE TWO is here!!!!
my abandoned blog. poor thing. well all this while so many things have happened. but if to be stated, mostly might be complaints again, so ignoring them is no big deal:) one thing is i'm starting to get really worried about my unfinished college reports and the lecturer's visiting. And i'm feeling so so nervous about those application stuffs to universities. it's like everything will be really really new, can i cope??
the DOUBLE TWO is here. another year just passed by. have i changed? have i matured? i've already had a few unexpected greetings, and i went to an overindulging dinner with my best friend, followed by a treat in Starbucks, having both the signature drinks, Caramel Macchiatto and Javachip Frappucinno. a night to let out secrets. a night to let out the hidden inner feelings. we shared, we accepted, with open hearts.
it's like the FUTURE is conquering our minds. about work. about love. about life. the unseen, the unpredictable, the blurred future. i miss the days waddling in the swimming pool, splashing water and laughing innocently, unaware of the monstrous world outside.
may everything run as smoothly as possible. my new short hair and chubby face, a new year begins! 22 candles, blow ONE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the DOUBLE TWO is here. another year just passed by. have i changed? have i matured? i've already had a few unexpected greetings, and i went to an overindulging dinner with my best friend, followed by a treat in Starbucks, having both the signature drinks, Caramel Macchiatto and Javachip Frappucinno. a night to let out secrets. a night to let out the hidden inner feelings. we shared, we accepted, with open hearts.
it's like the FUTURE is conquering our minds. about work. about love. about life. the unseen, the unpredictable, the blurred future. i miss the days waddling in the swimming pool, splashing water and laughing innocently, unaware of the monstrous world outside.
may everything run as smoothly as possible. my new short hair and chubby face, a new year begins! 22 candles, blow ONE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
uncontrollable moody gie:(
these two days...it's just bad enough:( one good thing is that i can put my emotions away while i'm at work, but never to be left alone to think, though sometimes the mind will drift away, but it will come back cos i'll be too occupied and busy to think at all.
kim's car accidentally knocked the bitchy neighbour's car. and she said she has been waiting for this day?! Everything that comes out from her mouth just hurts. why be such a bad person? i really dont understand this kind of people. how can we be neighbours like that?
sometimes with the bestest friends they're so moody but they dont say things out. the thing is that care for each other's feelings too much. somehow. i feel that we do love each other a lot a lot, deep in our hearts. dunno how we built that too. that day when she texted me and said sorry for being rude to me, i was really really shocked. for me, knowing her, i just feel that it's the moody her so i didnt bother the tone at all? maybe i'm really that insensitive? like yindeh and her baboon dear also. maybe it runs in our blood, being so insensitive to the things happening around us, things we've done or even things we have said. we're too cincai to be true. too much of daddy in us? but we do have very very strong feelings...
have been so moody. this is so bad. CJ was shouting as he always did with the voice i cannot stand, but was in such a bad mood i shouted back for his unreasonable wants. i actually walked out of the car leaving him in there, walking towards Upwell, but i realised that i too was not so daring and walked back to the car after 5mins. we were quiet throughout. i brought him to guardian and talked about his hair gel. i bought my things. we became friends again. went home and there was no key. we left for spring again. window shopping with my dear CJ brother. he is so cute. if only other things were also so easy, like with brothers and sister.
i met szehan at the spring. was incredibly happy to see her. havented contacted her in ages! how i missed jacnene, xuan, yen, cb, WL and mummy ju. they're also ppl i shared so many things with. somehow, ppl you meet in college, they are not the best, but you also share lots of precious moments together. aeros have become like part of the family, whereas these friends are the ppl you miss a lot once in awhile... but ALL OF THEM are so so far away from me:(
as time passes, you learn what is love and what is crush. you just know it, i think. it's just a moment of desperation maybe? somehow we'll have higher expectations when we're in a relationship, or craving for a relationship. it's just ruins things if you're not meant to be. it's sweet at times but it always hurts more. again, WHY? until i find the right one. the very right ONE who fits into the puzzle perfectly:) on valentine's, i made a heart-shaped craft, and every child had to say "i love you" WILLINGLY. haha. was a funny but beautiful moment:) they were all so naive, so cute. my principal laughed, i said i was desperate. haha. but i'm not:P it's just fun seeing the children, who couldnt wait for their turns to say "i love you". it's so easy to say these three words to little children.
i miss a lot of things. i wished all of us were still in school. i wished we hadn't grown so fast into working ppl. i wished we talked and laughed more like we always did. i wish would never feel bored of each other, even when we're sitting down together in silence. I wish we'll always enjoy the moments we share together. i wish i could make a more professional wish, although even little little simple wishes are already so hard to come true at times:( let me stay happy. i like the happy me:)
kim's car accidentally knocked the bitchy neighbour's car. and she said she has been waiting for this day?! Everything that comes out from her mouth just hurts. why be such a bad person? i really dont understand this kind of people. how can we be neighbours like that?
sometimes with the bestest friends they're so moody but they dont say things out. the thing is that care for each other's feelings too much. somehow. i feel that we do love each other a lot a lot, deep in our hearts. dunno how we built that too. that day when she texted me and said sorry for being rude to me, i was really really shocked. for me, knowing her, i just feel that it's the moody her so i didnt bother the tone at all? maybe i'm really that insensitive? like yindeh and her baboon dear also. maybe it runs in our blood, being so insensitive to the things happening around us, things we've done or even things we have said. we're too cincai to be true. too much of daddy in us? but we do have very very strong feelings...
have been so moody. this is so bad. CJ was shouting as he always did with the voice i cannot stand, but was in such a bad mood i shouted back for his unreasonable wants. i actually walked out of the car leaving him in there, walking towards Upwell, but i realised that i too was not so daring and walked back to the car after 5mins. we were quiet throughout. i brought him to guardian and talked about his hair gel. i bought my things. we became friends again. went home and there was no key. we left for spring again. window shopping with my dear CJ brother. he is so cute. if only other things were also so easy, like with brothers and sister.
i met szehan at the spring. was incredibly happy to see her. havented contacted her in ages! how i missed jacnene, xuan, yen, cb, WL and mummy ju. they're also ppl i shared so many things with. somehow, ppl you meet in college, they are not the best, but you also share lots of precious moments together. aeros have become like part of the family, whereas these friends are the ppl you miss a lot once in awhile... but ALL OF THEM are so so far away from me:(
as time passes, you learn what is love and what is crush. you just know it, i think. it's just a moment of desperation maybe? somehow we'll have higher expectations when we're in a relationship, or craving for a relationship. it's just ruins things if you're not meant to be. it's sweet at times but it always hurts more. again, WHY? until i find the right one. the very right ONE who fits into the puzzle perfectly:) on valentine's, i made a heart-shaped craft, and every child had to say "i love you" WILLINGLY. haha. was a funny but beautiful moment:) they were all so naive, so cute. my principal laughed, i said i was desperate. haha. but i'm not:P it's just fun seeing the children, who couldnt wait for their turns to say "i love you". it's so easy to say these three words to little children.
i miss a lot of things. i wished all of us were still in school. i wished we hadn't grown so fast into working ppl. i wished we talked and laughed more like we always did. i wish would never feel bored of each other, even when we're sitting down together in silence. I wish we'll always enjoy the moments we share together. i wish i could make a more professional wish, although even little little simple wishes are already so hard to come true at times:( let me stay happy. i like the happy me:)
Sunday, January 13, 2008
unpredictables.
again it happened. the cow which thought silence was golden but suddenly gave out a very loud moo! leaving the innocent girl who went to a six-star hotel accidentally stepped on its cow dung at the main entrance! at the spot she was unaware of how to response. should she blame the cow, blame the management, or just blame her own luck?
First gear, sore. Second gear, pain. Third gear, torture. taken from. just thought it suits in many situations.
more unpredictables to come^^
First gear, sore. Second gear, pain. Third gear, torture. taken from
more unpredictables to come^^
Saturday, January 12, 2008
family-work-friends
tonight i suddenly felt like going out to have some supper, so ajak dad mum ying cj rong and we all went open air. how we missed ben. 7, seems like a big family, but when we all sit down together, it just seems that THIS then is called family. a family of 3 is like too small! haha.
the new year has begun. my adventure has begun. it's tough i should say, and very time-consuming. never can laze, never can rest. they're like ants everywhere. my voice is such a disadvantage in this field, and sorethroat is now a common thing. my CBM still sucks. so much to learn, so much to catch up with. im scared sometimes, but naturally acting brave, which is stupid i feel.
jac gave me a pack of froggie cadbury chocolates, which reminds me of kni the froggie. and i bit him before he could bite me after seeing our kissing photo! lol. the slidedoors which only knew each other after someone slammed it hard and got them stuck together! haha.
kim gave me a pair of pinky beach slippers coz the sat-sat shirt she wanted to give me was stolen by her sis! haha. a forever bestest buddy, who can share my secrets, sorrows and happiness. best thing we're not paiseh for complaining to each other so much! hah. my chipmunk!!
WL who cares but is always lost in space. a girl i never really knew well enough, an alien so different from me but in that little community we just had to be best friends. haha.
cb who knows it's spring but is still frozen in winter. a sudden get-to-know and clicked ridiculously. a cow. likes to draw totally complicated mazes but never helps in figuring the way out. made me stuck in many torny corners seeking for just a little hole to see a ray.
xuan posted some muachi from taiwan and a cd, in it a slideshow of our memories for the 3 years in subang. made me laughed and almost cried. this gal!! a real tigress who can be so absolutely unreasonable but yet so caring and loving. i do miss the nights we pillow-talked.
yen always with her sweet thoughts and warmest regards, but sending blank posts all the time. scold her!! due to MAR and stupid groupmates, we got together and became friends. a cilipadi with the hottest temper. young but yet so motherly and always thinking so comprehensively.
yeh who seem to notice and comment things better now, as jovial as before, but still leaves you wondering what is actually hidden in his complicated mind. an invisible balloon who needs to be seen through magic eyes, and felt through a great big hug!
joo being the lazy ladybird who refuses to fly, sleeping in his own world until a big sneeze can shoo him off and force him to fly. you'll see him flying beautifully, and very high indeed. needs some pushing, quiet, but is always there to listen.
erm how did i came upon writing these stuffs? hahaha
the new year has begun. my adventure has begun. it's tough i should say, and very time-consuming. never can laze, never can rest. they're like ants everywhere. my voice is such a disadvantage in this field, and sorethroat is now a common thing. my CBM still sucks. so much to learn, so much to catch up with. im scared sometimes, but naturally acting brave, which is stupid i feel.
jac gave me a pack of froggie cadbury chocolates, which reminds me of kni the froggie. and i bit him before he could bite me after seeing our kissing photo! lol. the slidedoors which only knew each other after someone slammed it hard and got them stuck together! haha.
kim gave me a pair of pinky beach slippers coz the sat-sat shirt she wanted to give me was stolen by her sis! haha. a forever bestest buddy, who can share my secrets, sorrows and happiness. best thing we're not paiseh for complaining to each other so much! hah. my chipmunk!!
WL who cares but is always lost in space. a girl i never really knew well enough, an alien so different from me but in that little community we just had to be best friends. haha.
cb who knows it's spring but is still frozen in winter. a sudden get-to-know and clicked ridiculously. a cow. likes to draw totally complicated mazes but never helps in figuring the way out. made me stuck in many torny corners seeking for just a little hole to see a ray.
xuan posted some muachi from taiwan and a cd, in it a slideshow of our memories for the 3 years in subang. made me laughed and almost cried. this gal!! a real tigress who can be so absolutely unreasonable but yet so caring and loving. i do miss the nights we pillow-talked.
yen always with her sweet thoughts and warmest regards, but sending blank posts all the time. scold her!! due to MAR and stupid groupmates, we got together and became friends. a cilipadi with the hottest temper. young but yet so motherly and always thinking so comprehensively.
yeh who seem to notice and comment things better now, as jovial as before, but still leaves you wondering what is actually hidden in his complicated mind. an invisible balloon who needs to be seen through magic eyes, and felt through a great big hug!
joo being the lazy ladybird who refuses to fly, sleeping in his own world until a big sneeze can shoo him off and force him to fly. you'll see him flying beautifully, and very high indeed. needs some pushing, quiet, but is always there to listen.
erm how did i came upon writing these stuffs? hahaha
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
2007. bye~~
remembered how we counted down at Riverside last time. remembered how the whole family shook hands and hugged last time. rememebered having camps in school with friends counting down like crazy last time.
this year, family aint complete. no plans. no dates. the last few hours, we shall just wait and see!! it's raining hard. the phone is busy as it used to be during this night, full of sweet messages and also rubbish messages.
an afternoon spent with jac, seeing her graduation photos and other sweet photos. i would have graduated too if i stayed on in TBS. how my life would be then? i would have been a totally different person. well guess i changed my own life, and i gotta get on with it! I hope i can make a difference :) to not feel sorry for myself. this coming new year, no resolutions made yet, but i never had the habit to do so either. just as usual, hoping my loved ones all stay healthy and happy :) hope to have a great year ahead!!!
this year, family aint complete. no plans. no dates. the last few hours, we shall just wait and see!! it's raining hard. the phone is busy as it used to be during this night, full of sweet messages and also rubbish messages.
an afternoon spent with jac, seeing her graduation photos and other sweet photos. i would have graduated too if i stayed on in TBS. how my life would be then? i would have been a totally different person. well guess i changed my own life, and i gotta get on with it! I hope i can make a difference :) to not feel sorry for myself. this coming new year, no resolutions made yet, but i never had the habit to do so either. just as usual, hoping my loved ones all stay healthy and happy :) hope to have a great year ahead!!!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
CJ
giegie is back in kuching!! home sweet home :)
supposed to accomplish the last group assignment and courier it asap...then ended up chatting, and chatting. then went down awhile at midnight, CJ suddenly came to my room, wearing his school uniform, and started spilling out his worries for next year. i realised every year he will spill out to me once or twice, did not wanna disappoint him so listened to him, and gave him some big-sister advice which i dunno is useful onot. it's like i can say nia, want me to do also cannot. study-wise, CJ's so like me. i see a lot of me in him actually, being the school girl, studying until so called "wanna die". but we still enjoy school, and love school. this boy is actually worrying so much, and most ppl will think he's the happy-go-lucky playful boy who never grows up. well this sister can tell he's grown. all he needs is more shown-love, more attention. all the best to CJ in the form3 he dreads. kampatei!
supposed to accomplish the last group assignment and courier it asap...then ended up chatting, and chatting. then went down awhile at midnight, CJ suddenly came to my room, wearing his school uniform, and started spilling out his worries for next year. i realised every year he will spill out to me once or twice, did not wanna disappoint him so listened to him, and gave him some big-sister advice which i dunno is useful onot. it's like i can say nia, want me to do also cannot. study-wise, CJ's so like me. i see a lot of me in him actually, being the school girl, studying until so called "wanna die". but we still enjoy school, and love school. this boy is actually worrying so much, and most ppl will think he's the happy-go-lucky playful boy who never grows up. well this sister can tell he's grown. all he needs is more shown-love, more attention. all the best to CJ in the form3 he dreads. kampatei!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
drawing the fullstop (.)
These 3years in KL... from 412L -- 160M -- 108C -- 175Q.
From the 3rd floor -- 2nd floor -- 1st floor -- ground floor.
haha kinda cool, aint it?
Each had memories for me to cherish.
Now i'm really gonna leave i dunno how much i will miss this place, although i really never liked it. Tonight will be the last night in 175Q, and i cant relax and enjoy the night, having millions of unfinished tasks!! /cry.
1. MEC147 Exam. (i'm still as bad, the lousy student who gets a total headache when it comes to memorising complicated words. last minute. sleepy. struggling. complaining.)
2. Practicum 1. (only survivor in cohort 3. they all gave up. 159/180hours. i'm actually doing great here. but tonight is just bad.)
3. CLS141. (Carmen the torturer for the last subject. finished drawing. 2 more to colour. havent write.)
4. Souvenirs for lecturers and cohort 3 mates. (just collected the souvenirs d+m brought over. need wrap? yes, dun kill me. no, how to give lecturers?)
5. PACKING! (i have to make this room empty by tmr morning. and all i've packed is 2 boxes.)
about only 12hours left to accomplish all these tasks!!! HOW?!
God bless me.
From the 3rd floor -- 2nd floor -- 1st floor -- ground floor.
haha kinda cool, aint it?
Each had memories for me to cherish.
Now i'm really gonna leave i dunno how much i will miss this place, although i really never liked it. Tonight will be the last night in 175Q, and i cant relax and enjoy the night, having millions of unfinished tasks!! /cry.
1. MEC147 Exam. (i'm still as bad, the lousy student who gets a total headache when it comes to memorising complicated words. last minute. sleepy. struggling. complaining.)
2. Practicum 1. (only survivor in cohort 3. they all gave up. 159/180hours. i'm actually doing great here. but tonight is just bad.)
3. CLS141. (Carmen the torturer for the last subject. finished drawing. 2 more to colour. havent write.)
4. Souvenirs for lecturers and cohort 3 mates. (just collected the souvenirs d+m brought over. need wrap? yes, dun kill me. no, how to give lecturers?)
5. PACKING! (i have to make this room empty by tmr morning. and all i've packed is 2 boxes.)
about only 12hours left to accomplish all these tasks!!! HOW?!
God bless me.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
pathetic ads!!
time is tight!! getting scared already. yet i can still waste time. me ah....
im so bored of doing work i remembered mr mohan's saying about his daughter searching his name in IE. i've done that before, long long time ago, discovering my name being a RC member & blablabla. i did the same thing today, but searching for peiwen. many ppl having this name, and a girl, 20, the intro sounded interesting. so i clicked in, only to find that they brought me to a page full of porns. pathetic ads!! cheap! i tried some other names, and the same thing happened, just a different site. i wonder if it's because my comp is unprotected by antivirus now? shit! unable to dL free software after deleting the expired one. gawd.. how i wish i was more computer savvy!!
im so bored of doing work i remembered mr mohan's saying about his daughter searching his name in IE. i've done that before, long long time ago, discovering my name being a RC member & blablabla. i did the same thing today, but searching for peiwen. many ppl having this name, and a girl, 20, the intro sounded interesting. so i clicked in, only to find that they brought me to a page full of porns. pathetic ads!! cheap! i tried some other names, and the same thing happened, just a different site. i wonder if it's because my comp is unprotected by antivirus now? shit! unable to dL free software after deleting the expired one. gawd.. how i wish i was more computer savvy!!
Monday, December 17, 2007
the vague figure
suddenly, just suddenly.
a picture, a scene appeared in front of my eyes.
there was a car. he was driving. we were both very quiet. then i took over and drove. still very quiet. eyes only looking in front. driving to a destination where there's nobody at all. there wasnt a picture of the place. i got down of the car. he followed. i just shouted. and stopped. and shouted again. really shouted with all my energy. it repeated for a few times. he just stood there beside me. until i collapsed on his shoulder and cried. until finally i was smiling again, thanking him and telling him that i havent cried in such a long time. it felt really good. but the face was vague. it was just a shadowy figure. a very quiet shadowy figure... but i knew it was there...
a picture, a scene appeared in front of my eyes.
there was a car. he was driving. we were both very quiet. then i took over and drove. still very quiet. eyes only looking in front. driving to a destination where there's nobody at all. there wasnt a picture of the place. i got down of the car. he followed. i just shouted. and stopped. and shouted again. really shouted with all my energy. it repeated for a few times. he just stood there beside me. until i collapsed on his shoulder and cried. until finally i was smiling again, thanking him and telling him that i havent cried in such a long time. it felt really good. but the face was vague. it was just a shadowy figure. a very quiet shadowy figure... but i knew it was there...
-VE day
today everything just seemed so negative since the minute i opened my eyes. i havent slept well for the past few nights. now i hate this room so much, feeling that there's so much negative energy in here. once i step into this room, it's just work. im racing with time!! i feel so tired. so so tired. whose big arms and broad shoulders would be here to hold my head which feels so heavy now? im going out tmr for the sake of going out. not so looking forward actually, with this bunch of ppl. CC & EU. so used to making decisions last minute with my buddies, so spontaneous as long as everyone enjoyed in the end. why have to force me. and always throw the decision to me. "you're leaving." ok im leaving. but they asked me out! cant you just plan?! make me so "fan"!!! shud have ignored all of them, and just date a time with SJ alone. with WL alone. and LL. cant we just enjoy a nice and peaceful day together? we dont even know when we'll ever meet again.
sometimes i feel so so silly. feeling frustrated but pretending to laugh. feeling unhappy but pretending to smile. feel like scolding bad words but such nice words came out from my mouth. wanting some enemies but all came about being my friends. dont i understand that a clap doesnt sound complete without two hands? it's better to have just a few true friends. some enemies are ok. LEARN TO BE EVIL!! it makes life simpler.
sometimes i feel so so silly. feeling frustrated but pretending to laugh. feeling unhappy but pretending to smile. feel like scolding bad words but such nice words came out from my mouth. wanting some enemies but all came about being my friends. dont i understand that a clap doesnt sound complete without two hands? it's better to have just a few true friends. some enemies are ok. LEARN TO BE EVIL!! it makes life simpler.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
tun tun ho lai, tun tun pai poi
my right eye has been jumping for 3 continuous days. grr!
3 sayings: too tired. someone miss me. i wanna fight with someone.
mummy says do this:
use your thumb and pointer to hold up the eyelid,
open close open close.
(showing me through handphone. yes i can see.)
then say,
tun tun tun
tun tun ho lai
tun tun pai poi zhao
poi hui hui
really laugh till wanna pengsan liao. dear mummy, mummy!!
3 sayings: too tired. someone miss me. i wanna fight with someone.
mummy says do this:
use your thumb and pointer to hold up the eyelid,
open close open close.
(showing me through handphone. yes i can see.)
then say,
tun tun tun
tun tun ho lai
tun tun pai poi zhao
poi hui hui
really laugh till wanna pengsan liao. dear mummy, mummy!!
Friday, December 14, 2007
muMMy and daughteRs' daY
I went to LCMH today. The new faces, the familiar faces. It has only been 3weeks, but seems like I've been long for quite some time. Lucky everything there still looked so familiar, so welcoming, so comfy. Mrs Teoh brought Wai Nee, Jamie & me to the Lagoon Hotel for lunch. (Su wasn't able to join us.) The famous buffet was closed so we had ala carte. The food wasn't great then, but we had a table of giggles, so called mother-daughters lunch. Then we had a walk by the beautiful poolside, took photos like camera freaks, enjoying it. We went to see Mrs Teoh's new centre, Montessori for Children. Nice place. We went to the beauty saloon she once set up, beautiful place. This lady really has talent! Then we went for tea again. Home we went. Was also nice getting to know more of Wai Nee and Jamie. Guess this is what all daughters would like to do with their mothers? Hanging out for no particular reason, talking about serious stuffs but also laughing about silly things together, mummy paying the bills(haha). But well, mummy is mummy. She's special in her own way ;) I just love to be pampered, don't i? I wonder if all other boys and girls also feel the same way? More or less? We're born to love and to be loved, right? and LOVE really heals!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
an eye for an eye (; ;)
an eye for an eye ;)
it's a full day class and we've been drawing for the whole day. my friends were trying to wash my brain and persuading me to stay. not that i've never considered the pros and cons, but guess i've had enough of life in KL. i want to go home. though i might have a more tiring day, earn less. but be more happy? and comfy? and pampered :)
why do some friends only drew closer when it's time to leave? i will miss them, somehow. no matter what we've all gone through this 2 years 4 months in this pathetic college, good or bad, but yet feel that we've gained so much here, and also grown a lot together! glad to be in cohort 3. chose the right time to join DIKA :)
an eye for an eye ;) stay happy and healthy.
it's a full day class and we've been drawing for the whole day. my friends were trying to wash my brain and persuading me to stay. not that i've never considered the pros and cons, but guess i've had enough of life in KL. i want to go home. though i might have a more tiring day, earn less. but be more happy? and comfy? and pampered :)
why do some friends only drew closer when it's time to leave? i will miss them, somehow. no matter what we've all gone through this 2 years 4 months in this pathetic college, good or bad, but yet feel that we've gained so much here, and also grown a lot together! glad to be in cohort 3. chose the right time to join DIKA :)
an eye for an eye ;) stay happy and healthy.
Friday, December 07, 2007
许愿！
在马中公园许愿池许愿，今天是第二次。下午刚许的愿，现在竟然忘记了。上一次的也没记得，看来我都没认真许愿吧。可是我却让别人认真许愿了，还说我笨？哈哈。两个多小时愿望就实现了？虾米？！
雨不停的下，冷风吹，鸟儿却好像一点也不受影响的自由飞行。猫熊不时不时就数数有几只小鸟停泊在那，看起来很兴奋，让小猫有点疑惑。不是小猫看到小鸟该兴奋的吗？猫熊和小猫坐在那里没怎么动，被雨淋了都发冷。猫熊发现了小猫黄黄手掌中的三条线。小猫发现了猫熊拇指上的脚拇趾。猫熊和小猫，说着不同的语言，却有他们自己沟通到很自然的方式。晕。
雨不停的下，冷风吹，鸟儿却好像一点也不受影响的自由飞行。猫熊不时不时就数数有几只小鸟停泊在那，看起来很兴奋，让小猫有点疑惑。不是小猫看到小鸟该兴奋的吗？猫熊和小猫坐在那里没怎么动，被雨淋了都发冷。猫熊发现了小猫黄黄手掌中的三条线。小猫发现了猫熊拇指上的脚拇趾。猫熊和小猫，说着不同的语言，却有他们自己沟通到很自然的方式。晕。
Thursday, December 06, 2007
九年以后的他
今晚终于见到他了。九年。但感觉上一点也不陌生。跟照片中有点不一样。跟以前更不一样。不高不矮不胖不瘦。怕冷怕热。有着奇怪的记忆。关于我，我自己都不太记得。驾车一点也不酷，哈哈。路痴。竟然约我明天玩飞机棋？流汗！
Monday, December 03, 2007
曾经
看着爸妈心血来潮忽然整理那已堆积了十多年各式各样的旧衣服，很多回忆自然也掀起吧。妈很兴奋地拿起一件连身裙：“你记得这件吧？你在外婆家外穿这裙拍了一张照片咧！是你爸在新加坡买的。”“还有这件……”我随手拿起一件红色米奇鼠的裤子：“这件我记得，还有蓝色一样款式的！”爸看起来忽然有点内疚说：“这样也记得？！老实说你姐的真的买了好多好多，你的较少。”“是咯，我们都总是把你打扮成小男孩。”哼，看照片我也知道啊，生我的时候他们都想要个儿子，因为前面原本有的哥哥吧。可能因为这样我也比较有男孩气质吧，不会太有女人味，也总是太坚强想哭都哭不出来。不过幸亏 我还是在充满爱的环境里成长的，才有现在富有爱心的赖佩雯嘛！哈哈。
后来整理到爸不要的衣服了，妈却怎么都不舍得丢或给人。他们在那里抢来抢去很好笑，妈又把全部抱在怀里爸输了，哈哈。妈说那些都有回忆，她说了爸也只能“哇”一声摇摇头。有点无奈的表情，又好像很佩服妈这女人。呵呵，忽然记得我也曾经珍藏某些衣服呢！初恋第一次牵手穿的那件红色背心，好像还在橱里呢！原来我不是唯一的奇怪女人。女人本性吗？还是那些醉于爱河里的女人就会有某些特技呢？有些记忆得刻意去记得，不然就逐渐逐渐的忘记了；有些却好像已经是记忆的一部分了，不管怎么洗也洗不掉了。
昨天他忽然打来了。期待已久却紧张之余说不太出话来。他的声音，我完全没印象也不记得是这么man的。九年了，从来都没有偶然碰见，也没联络过。今年七月，他忽然打来家里，拿了我的电话，终于联络上我了。他记得关于我的东西比较多，不过努力想想后也忽然记得关于他的一些事情了，让他很惊讶，哈哈。时常在网上聊天，好像忽然彼此就变得很要好，好像已经彼此认识很久的朋友，因此都很期待见面。照片中他的脸没怎么变，只是没以前那么肥嘟嘟了，嘻嘻。还曾经给我画得一幅画猫样，哈哈爽！快要见面了，这个人到底会是怎样的呢？
后来整理到爸不要的衣服了，妈却怎么都不舍得丢或给人。他们在那里抢来抢去很好笑，妈又把全部抱在怀里爸输了，哈哈。妈说那些都有回忆，她说了爸也只能“哇”一声摇摇头。有点无奈的表情，又好像很佩服妈这女人。呵呵，忽然记得我也曾经珍藏某些衣服呢！初恋第一次牵手穿的那件红色背心，好像还在橱里呢！原来我不是唯一的奇怪女人。女人本性吗？还是那些醉于爱河里的女人就会有某些特技呢？有些记忆得刻意去记得，不然就逐渐逐渐的忘记了；有些却好像已经是记忆的一部分了，不管怎么洗也洗不掉了。
昨天他忽然打来了。期待已久却紧张之余说不太出话来。他的声音，我完全没印象也不记得是这么man的。九年了，从来都没有偶然碰见，也没联络过。今年七月，他忽然打来家里，拿了我的电话，终于联络上我了。他记得关于我的东西比较多，不过努力想想后也忽然记得关于他的一些事情了，让他很惊讶，哈哈。时常在网上聊天，好像忽然彼此就变得很要好，好像已经彼此认识很久的朋友，因此都很期待见面。照片中他的脸没怎么变，只是没以前那么肥嘟嘟了，嘻嘻。还曾经给我画得一幅画猫样，哈哈爽！快要见面了，这个人到底会是怎样的呢？
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