the different emotions.

it does happen sometimes, suddenly thinking of someone, missing him/her, or some things that we once did together. but it does feel different, when a friend suddenly messaged and said, "How are you? It's so sudden that you pop into my mind. Seems like something is going on with you. Sleepy as i am now, i keep on typing, so that you can recieve:)" it was a total surprise. haha. but that was all, i assumed that he went to sleep.

when che went to KL those few days, i missed her terribly the first night and the morning i woke up the next day, not seeing the snoring queen on her bed. dear old roomie. it's just feels like this will be the last full year we'll be roomies. when im back from study, she might be married already. leaves the room to the lil sista!! just always remember the password to our room door:P and the naughty notes we left for each other:P and all the memories we had in this comfy room of OURS:):)

Lucky gave birth to 5 puppies, left with 3. and i actually saw her gave birth to the first two, first so chubby and second dead. she was licking the puppy as hard as she could, wanting to make it live. and how much you dont sayang that mad dog, at that moment you just get so touched by her motherly figure. it's like there's tears in her eyes, and i can actually imagine the scene as people in real life, losing their child right on the minute it was born. how sad. she bit it's stomach like doing CPR, and continued licking. i couldnt see more. but after that the puppy was gone, and we assumed she ate it. ouch.

i told dad about what i heard the ahpek who sold me bananas said. then suddenly dad was bursting out laughing until he couldnt stop. what la. but seeing him made me laugh until cannot tahan pun. it's nice holding daddy's tummy and hugging him. feels so warm and comfy:)

i've decided not to be a witch and go my own way. my children love me the way i am. so touched today. i've always been me, and it's hard for me to be so bad. my N1 children are the best. put aside K1 K2. monster teacher, monster children. terrible and horrible. mine sweet and dear:) the only thing is that they might lose some talent in dancing, haha, cos im so stiff. aiks. just cant move my body!!! haha. so much to think about recently, stressed with work. children and upcoming events in my dreams. my goodness!! take that out!!

blogging reminds me of being a busy working student in KL. almost everyday on the internet, chatting & blogging when you're out of your mind, or even however busy, but still happily chatting. haha, and keep onto the last minute habit. haha. now still like that. how to change wor??