my vacation 15.12.08 - 24.12.08

my vacation is over. 9 days. over. these nine days were so so fully packed, meeting all different gangs of buddies. really do miss them all!! even accidentally got to meet my ex-kids and get a few more extra hugs, haha.
为了给自己一个答案,我居然答应了见他,一直以来就是需要这种肯定心里才会安心.我自己决定自己放弃很自私不公平但我还能怎样...你说我残忍我想太多我逃避我不给自己机会.你才是,这么固执!我真的不会处理善后,但真心希望你会过得好好的.我真的很好很好.
meeting mexen and yen next was a really nice feeling i dunno how to explain. it's like back to w-3years back, being in subang. we had the craziest moments together, taking the silliest pictures but enjoying ourselves so much. it felt like we were flying when we're at the cable car, then walking along the bridge. until almost when it's coming back from langkawi, can feel the tense situation like few years back also. im again in the middle. but it was ok after we got back in KL again. phew.
那晚跟璇在Bintang Walk喝星巴克绿茶冰沙,聊到不知天不知地,感觉好像以前半夜和奶茶聊心事,很温馨.聊到不想回酒店了.半夜在那两条街上半夜漫步,一点也不清静,超多人的!我们手牵手的就像小孩很舍不得隔天就分开.很多很多的秘密就只有你我知道.因为告诉你感觉最舒服了.想念你了.
then i met mummy ju. i called her mummy, for the first time after she acknowledged herself as mummy to me. it felt warm, it felt nice. it's her who always gives me that hug, the firm firm hug. it's our only magic that works wonders. yes mummy, i'll always remember:)
and jamie, i've always wanted a little sister when i was young. but never knew you could click to me so well. haha. learn to be yourself, dont force yourself too hard. you're good for who you are!! i always feel so "old" when i talk to you, cos you always make me give advices like these.........
wai nee, inn shin, thanks for helping:)
then i met saji. staying at her house was a total new experience. i felt at home, and it's some kind of feeling i desire to have at my own house... all to yourself. though i do not understand what they're talking when they started their Punjabi lah. haha. best college friend now, and also first friend inDIka. dunno why did WL avoid all of us for no reason at all!! thanks leng leng for meeting in a rush. and it was nice of christie to bring us to Asia Cafe. i really miss that place. hoho.
then all nine days were just gone like that. so fast. im back in kuching again. and i lost 2kg. hahaha. exhausted.