another christmas!!

looking at my profile pict right beside here, another christmas is already coming!!! last year 2007 i was excitedly exploring each malls in KL, comparing which has the most impressing atmosphere for christmas. and ended up i liked almost all as each of them gives me a different "wow" feeling. this year 2008, im creating my own atmosphere in school and my class, and trying to provide my kids with the most unforgettable xmas experience, and actually for the benefits of myself...these few last days in LL, i already miss them^.^ but... im still going to repeat last year's routine...hehehe...KL, wait for me!!! oh yah, and i just realised to be a handsome Santa, you really need the tummy!!! im still too thin for the costume. wakaka:D

12/12. again with departures. photo-shootings, huggings, kissings, partying and pressie-ing. it's my last day of official working day with the kids, and that feeling...so heavy. we had a meeting, when ms. tan gave everyone a mystery treasure hunt xmas pressie, unpredictably all handbags. from ms. tan??!! handbags mien!! so not her. and me, she said cos im leaving, i dont deserve to have one. she's been "bullying" me the whole day... until everyone got theirs, only she said there's another farewell gift. and there, i had mine. they all were expecting me to cry i think, cos they've seen me hugging the kids here and there the whole morning. but stiff-heart-angie, did really feel her heart pumping, beating faster and dripping inside, just that the tears usually are so brave they dont roll out. "issit good or bad" is no longer a question to ask, cos that's the inner uncontrollable angie.

but one thing, putting departures aside, i actually dont think i can really settle in one place for a long long time... it's always challenging to work in a whole new alien place, and when you finally get the smooth flow and the hang of it, it's time to leave and start a new life all over again. maybe it's because for the 3-4yrs i've been working, this has been my style. complaining is just to reease tension. but yah, i like new stuffs:) and i like what im doing. so yah, for the next 3years, i hope something special is waiting for me to venture!! a-boooo-kit!!!