i feel so motionless. so static. so stationary. so still.
i seem to REFUSE to move. i'm not doing anything. this is so so bad.
i'm being rebellious to my mind. not doing what it wanted me to do. or supposed to do. (in most situations. why do i always lose to myself? i hate this me.)
my ears...so fragile...dunno wat yucky 'water' coming out non-stop!! i just wore fake ear-rings for less than a day!!! ouch!
i miss my buddies. i miss home.
and yea, have i changed?