after that beautiful 2909, i somehow felt that i lost a good friend. why? a used-to-be chatty friend who keeps me motivated during my downs, a jovial friend who makes me laugh and smile. suddenly just came the silence. the kind of silence i seem to not like. just tell me why. hate it this way! shit. or maybe i should stay away, until you remember the presence of this friend again? or unless you wanna keep our friendship this way, which i won't ever call it friendship anymore. but why?!!