Today i kept sneezing. and have a sore throat. i woke up 5am coz i dreamt of a friend's father dead and couldnt get back to sleep anymore. he wrote something really sweet to his family (in friendster?) (in 1980?) but had a child in 1986 and is still very alive now? this is too weird & incredible. however it still disturbs me. shit la. chinese saying: when u dream of someone dead, u're extending his/her life. dont let me be the one helping extending ppl's life anymore please. oh gosh.

i'm having a lazy day and was really glad when cb appeared as an offline onliner. it's the first time i ever see him staying up until this late, his 3am. and yup, for that reason he told me about :) this cb, always acting so cool, so manly, so brotherly, yet spontaneous, silly and jovial. cb can make ppl sometimes very geram, sometimes feeling stupid, sometimes offending you like nobody's business. but no doubt he's been there to cheer me up and make me feel better. he can get me to talk crap and total silly stuffs with him and talk about things which are so out of topic then suddenly jump back to the most formal topic ever again. seems like someone who expects you to read his complicated mind though. erm.

many things said are like still so intangible. we shall see :):)