bolat-ness and 感动-ness

bolat-ness of a happy little girl:) i was beat then, but receiving the news of getting a place in AUT definitely brightened me up!! unknowingly someone actually googled bolatness and teased me so long over it. yrrrrr.
today i've been reading about childhood cancer almost all day, reading some interesting stuffs, reading some real life touching stories---how some failed while others survived, watching youtube and how those children fought against cancer, how those parents face their own cencerous kids everyday. it's sad. and also many many organizations which are actually really putting in an effort to help. i want to be a member in this voluntary field one day, but i'll find which i have the real passion for, where im able to do something really useful, rather than only symphatizing ppl...it's what they hate. i really do admire those ppl who helped unconditionally with all their heart...
doing assignments have been abit out of touch...and i kind of lost the mood. but i finally found something i have been looking for ever since i started this project! clicking from one site into another and another and another........and finally you found the thing you want. that feeling...ever so 感动！感动-ness of a puffy-eyed girl @.@ i need a rest now.