learning to grow up?

Love V-channel recently. must on every night!!
Love this phrase: Moanday, Tearday, Wailsday, Thumpsday, Frightday, Shatterday, SUNDAE!!
Love holidays!! Have been really lazy, not doings tasks that should be done, but doing other stuffs like clearing boxes, rearranging files & papers...found old newspaper cuttings i had totally forgotten about, and amazingly, my face was accidentally posted on the newspaper for 7 times? still 暗爽，haha. what else...Chan Sao Man i once was soooo much in love with, CRAZY!! also reading the so many cards i received since young, recalling those moments... cant believe i'm 22 now, so many unpredictables out there. until last friday, dunno why suddenly i had this feeling...it's time to grow up. whatde? haha exactly. but it's like daddy and mummy are hiding so many things from us, taking all the burden by themselves. we always think they dont know us well enough, but seems like they know sooo much. and us, always neglecting so many things, enjoying being so nicely spoonfed...

today i felt like going to jog so much, but found nobody to accompany me. so i finally decided to go alone. alone i drove, alone i walked, alone i jogged. it wasnt funny, cos many ppl were alone too, though i wished someone was with me. kaka. well, as i watched the trees as i walked, i remembered those days in KL, the place where i exercised my feet the most. then out of no reason, suddenly those different different faces appeared, those people i walked side by side with, the places we walked together, the potholes and drains, the lousy roads, and my sportshoes. was weird. i do miss KL, more than i expected. hah. no matter what i've been there for 3 years and it's where i turned into a legal adult too.

was thinking of working all the way now, as it might be a challenge for me to go back to real studying life once again. heard from lecturers and seniors that it would be tough for us Malaysians. on the other side, i feel i'll regret if i do not experience a real student life at this age everyone should be a student. gotta fulfill this dream though it might be tough financially. people always say there'll be a way if your will is strong. i gotta be that persistent one!! this determination might lead me to the stars? haha. the future i dare not predict yet... scary to think even... just move on!! move on!!!